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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

“Mop,” Rae whispered. “Nessa.” She staggered backward.

Still growling, the wolf crouched lower.

“No…,” Rae said.

But even as the word no was escaping her lips, even as she backed farther away, the wolf was already springing toward her, its whole body—all snarling fur and fang and slaver—flying toward her.

“No!” Rae cried, cowering. She hid her head beneath her arms.

She felt its body, the heat rising from its fur, brush over her skin; she felt its claws graze her arm; she waited to feel its fangs shake through her flesh, waited to feel herself being torn from her bones… but no wolf mouth gripped her; no hot shredding came. Instead, from behind came a wild snarling, a heavy-bodied tussling, a high-pitched yelping, and Rae turned to see two wolves twisted together, jaws open, searching, snapping, each desperately seeking the other’s throat.

“Oh!” Rae did not pause to think. She ran. She ran across the field, half stumbling through the high grass, down the hillside, toward the stream, half-aware of the growling, squealing animals still twisting in the weeds behind her. “Mop! Nessa!” she cried as she reached the stream. She leapt from rock to rock, slipping, sobbing as she tripped again and again on the wet stones and uneven bottom, terrified that at any moment she would feel the weight of a wolf crashing upon her back.

“Mop! Nessa!” She had reached the other side. Nessa was in the doorway, Mop by the barn holding a lamb in his arms. She ran toward them, still stumbling in her terror, and as they heard her desperate footfalls, her wild cries, they looked up, startled.

“Rae, whatever is the matter?” Nessa hurried out, her face gray with fear.

“Rae, Rae, what’s come over you? What is it, child?” Lamb still clutched to his chest, Mop rushed toward the red-faced, sobbing girl.

“Wolf,” gasped Rae as she collapsed in their arms. “Oh, Mop, Nessa, a wolf!”

“What’s that, Rae? What did you say?” Mop and Nessa, embracing her, held her then at arm’s length, looking over her, looking for whatever harm had come to her. “What has terrified you so?”

“W…” Rae glanced over her shoulder. The hillside was empty: She saw no sign of the beasts that had grappled at each other. “W…,” she murmured again, now unsure.

“Daughter. Tell us what has frightened you. Are you hurt? Did you fall?” Nessa ran her hands over the girl’s ankles, over her scalp feeling for a wound.

“N-no.” Rae shook her head. “No. I’m not hurt.” She looked again at the hillside. The field was empty, the grass swaying in silver waves with the wind. She had never seen a wolf in the hills until she sang her song. Her stomach clenched with guilt. Was it her fault? Had she brought them here? Would they hunt the sheep? Would Mop and Nessa be angry?

“I fell asleep in the field,” she said. She could not look them in the eye.

“So you did. You’re all flushed with heat, child. Look at your skin. You’re drenched.” Ness wiped the girl’s cheeks while Mop looked on, his brows turned with worry.