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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
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Rae returned home that evening singing. Not actually singing—she couldn’t find words large enough. But as she ran through the darkening meadow toward the yellow light of her home and Mop and Ness, she felt everything—sky and hill and forest and field—singing through her. Even in the dark she knew each rock and tussock and dip in the land; her feet carried her rushing across the hillside and along the banks of the stream. Everything was as it should be. She felt full. Whole. Night was cresting over the hills; she felt all its stars tumbling through her, running with her as she bounded through the dew-soaked grass.

“Mop!” she cried when she found her father outside. She leapt to hug him, but he—frowning, serious—held her at arm’s length.

“Rae.” His frown deepened. “Where have you been?”

Rae, startled by the severity in his voice, stepped back. “In the forest.”

“I called and called for you.”

“I was just—” She gestured to the hills. “I wasn’t gone long. Not longer than usual.”

“No.” Mop’s voice softened, but the lines on his face collapsed further. He hugged her, burying her in his arms. “You had us so worried.”

“Mop?” Only now did Rae notice the great pile of wood he’d stacked in the middle of the field and a chair set beside the pile. “What’s that?”

Mop didn’t answer. “Go inside. Nessa has supper waiting.”

“Aren’t you coming?”

“I’ll eat out here. Now go inside. Quick. Ness is worried, too.”

Rae was scarcely through the door when Ness enveloped her much as Mop had, burying her against her body. “Daughter,” Rae heard muffled through Nessa’s arms and woolly shawl. “Wherever have you been? Mop and I searched the fields for you for hours.”

Only half releasing Rae, Nessa propelled her into a chair and pushed a bowl of stew into her hands. Rae fanned the steaming carrots while Ness continued her admonishments. “You shouldn’t stray so far. You’ll never know how worried we were.…”

“Ness, what have I done?” Rae interrupted at last. “I didn’t go far—hardly beyond where I take the sheep. I didn’t climb much past the meadow or far into the hills.”

“Oh, child,” Ness said, finally sitting. “Mop found a ewe this afternoon.”

“And?” Rae didn’t understand.

Ness shook her head. “Wolves.”

Rae grew cold. The spoon in her hand trembled; she set it, clink-ing, into the bowl.

“Wolves,” repeated Nessa. “Or a wolf. Almost certainly. The ewe was torn to bits, poor thing. And chased a fair deal, too—far from any place she’d graze. Not sure when we might have lost her—she was dead for a while already when Mop found her. We’ve been desperate not knowing where you were and wolves so close to the house. Mop’s sitting out tonight to keep the flock safe. He’s lighting a fire to—”

Rae, bursting from her chair, did not wait for Ness to finish. She raced into the dark. “Don’t! Don’t!” she cried.