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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

As her eyes adjusted, shapes rose out of the darkness. Small forms crouched all about her.

Children! Children taken by the guards! Chest tight, Alba saw a tangle of bodies—at least a dozen, no, more, two dozen, perhaps, boys, girls—were crowded together in the wagon, pushed up against the walls, clustered over the floor. Some stared blankly ahead; others held themselves small and close, faces hidden in their arms.

Under the canvas, the air was humid and thick, even sour—the smell of bodies too warm, the smell of children sick with fear. Alba tried to steady herself. Had this been what she imagined when the butcher told her the king was taking children? No, not this. Perhaps she’d thought the guards—despite the order—would be kind. Perhaps she’d thought the guards—some who must be fathers themselves—would comfort the children, that they would not leave them scared and alone.

Beside her, a boy, smaller than the rest, hunched on the floor. She could feel him shaking—his delicate shoulders shuddering with deep, suppressed sobs.

Swallowing, trying to keep panic out of her own voice, Alba leaned close. “What’s your name?” she said softly.

The boy glanced up, eyes swollen and dark. Seeing Alba bending over him, control slipped away—an audible sob cracked from his throat; then, more sobs breaking, he hid his face in his arms again.

Alba placed her hand on his shoulder, feeling the slightness of his bones beneath her palm. So young. She swallowed again. “My name is Alba,” she said, still softly. “I’ll help you return to your parents.”

Around her, Alba felt bodies shift. Others seemed to be listening.

A long quavering gasp broke from the boy. “H-how?” he wailed.

“Yes, how?” said another in the dark. The voice sounded older, his words clipped—cynical and unbelieving. “They took my sister first, then came back for me. You think my sister didn’t struggle? Didn’t do everything she could to come home?”

The wagon bumped along, the children knocking against one another in the dark. Alba, feeling them waiting for her answer, wavered, unsure. Yes, how? How would she see these children returned to their families? “I know how to convince the king,” she said at last, unable to keep uncertainty from seeping into her voice.

“How are you any different than the rest of us?” another child said. “You were taken just as we were.”

“I chose to be. I’m—” Alba hesitated. “I’m the oracle-apprentice. I know the—”

“Pfft.” The older boy snorted. “Oracle? I don’t think so. You look more like you belong to a family of swineherds.”

Alba, frowning, plucked at the butcher’s wife’s tunic, now mud-splattered and torn. “But I am!” She tried to give her voice some of its oracle-weight. “I promise, I’ll help you. All of you.” How, how, how? she asked herself anew. She felt again the small pip of herself against all the size of the king. It was not enough to want to help. But surely, surely… the king could be convinced by an oracle’s words? Even one who’d been abandoned by priests?