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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

“No. Not these rooms.” He shook his head. “My room. The one I had when I was a child.”

“But—” The maid hesitated. “It is—not fine. Not fine enough for the king.”

“That is where I will sleep.” He set off down the dark corridor.

Everything was as he remembered. The linen-wrapped windows where the mosquitoes would whine. The little seat where he’d sat when he learned he’d gone from eleventh to first. The same little seat where he’d sat eating his pots of cooked cream. Well. Perhaps he had not so many memories, but still, everything seemed the same.

The king lay on his old bed. It felt just as it did when he was eleventh. He felt just as he did when he was eleventh. Taller, perhaps, for his feet now hung over the bottom, but, still, when he closed his eyes, he felt like that same boy.

He blew out the lamp.

No mosquitoes now hummed at the window. No footsteps of Mother or Cook echoed in the halls. The dark was as quiet and plush as plum custard. He sank into it, and into his memories, as small as they were, of being a boy.

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But the custard-soft darkness—perhaps it was really too quiet.

If he listened carefully, deep in the plushness, past the sound of his own breath and the blood whooshing in his own ears, there was still—Oh, make it stop! Make it stop! Make her stop singing!

The meadows now all wait for us,

the hills, the cliffs, the stream.…

On and on it went, soft as the patter of moth wings on a window, murmurous as the hum of mosquitoes in the dark.

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Is anything longer than the hours spent sleepless in the dark? The no-longer-a-boy-boy-king-who-felt-again-like-a-boy did not think so. When the linen across the windows finally grew light, he rose and wandered through the house, the infernal singing still echoing in his ears.

He knew he might order everyone awake; he knew he might call for servants to pamper and tend to him, and he knew such coddling might quiet her noise. For a moment, he stood, mouth half-open, ready to bring the household to his side.

Instead, as he did when only eleventh, he made his way outside.

There was the stool where he’d passed so many hours watching the workers. Knees perched awkwardly high, he sat and looked at the land as it rose from the shadows.

There was not much, he realized, that would arise from the shadows. Where were his hornbeams? Where were the low-hanging boughs and riotous undergrowth?

Of course. They’d been brought under control, too. Everything ordered and neat. He sniffed—yes, here, too, that baked swamp-cake smell, perhaps even a little burnt. A bit ashy and charred.

He frowned. Did he miss the hornbeams? Or was it the charred smell that upset him? He rubbed his brow. No. It was that detestable singing. The air was still full of it.