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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Though the butcher had suggested she stay home, spend the day resting while he made his deliveries, Alba could not be swayed. To miss the chance to see the world that had been kept from her for so long? No. She was almost giddy clambering onto his cart. And traveling here in the morning, well rested, well fed, along sunlit roads, wearing the butcher’s wife’s rough-spun tunic, well, that had been remarkable enough. Passing the bright villages and farms, the fields dotted here and there with autumn fruit… passing fellow travelers—the young man urging on a pair of white oxen, the elderly couple bundled into a tiny cart, the jolly fellow trotting along on an unhappy mule… More than once, the butcher had laughed at her gaping mouth, but she could not help it. “Look, look!” she’d cried as they rounded every corner. She’d exclaimed at grapevines and wheat fields and a pig escaped from its pen; she’d marveled even at thistles and briars and the winding tracks of carts and hooves in the dust. And now to be here, with all these chattering people and the smells of roasting meats and warm pies and the dazzling colors—Oh! the colors—flags and tents, multihued, flapping in the wind… Alba could scarcely bear it. It was all so much. All these parts of ordinary life she thought she’d never see again, and here they were.

She wanted to get out of the cart, to look at everything more closely, but the butcher had told her to wait. Probably best to stay put. Do you mind? I won’t be long, just a few customers to see, a hog head and some ducks to deliver, then we’ll continue on.

Still. The butcher had been gone for some time. She had been waiting a while.

It would not hurt to stroll once around.

Hardly able to restrain herself, Alba leapt from the cart and made her way toward the booths.

Oh. Even walking on the well-trodden mud, the paths worn by the crowds, even this made Alba happy. She let her toes sink in the cool earth and lifted the hem of the tunic to keep it from dragging. She walked up one long aisle and down another. She gazed at golden loaves of bread, at pots of saffron spices, at shining yellow onions, bunched and braided. She let her fingers linger on a display of well-dyed cloth; she tried her hand at spinning a well-polished top. She listened to a piper’s lilting song, to a singer’s warbling tune, to the haggle and chatter around her—three coins, how good to see you, and your mother, trade for your hen. She leaned over a table, watching a woman frying pancakes; she smelled the sweet dates and sweet dough grow sweeter in the heat. She thought, as she had not thought in a long time, of her family—how her young brothers, not so young anymore, would have loved the wooden tops and date pancakes. Maurus, too, she thought, would love to see the pancakes fried, love to learn how they were made. And the oracle, ah!—Alba felt a flash of grief—how she’d enjoy them as well. Soft enough for her to eat. Alba was sad and not sad—how much she had missed, how grateful she was to see it now, even alone. Again, she was filled with wonder at ordinary life.