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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
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When Rae awoke hours later, though the sun was low on the horizon and the sky had darkened into a steely gray, the air was still sultry and close. Rae’s skin was flushed and prickling; she lay in the grass barbed with heat and sweat feeling something not right. The wind had picked up so the stalks swooshed around her, hot and dry and angry in their motion.

All-belly beast, hissed the dry stalks about her.

All-toothy fur, rattled the seeds on the stems.

Despite the heat, Rae shivered and rubbed her arms. She was unsettled. Though she had never felt unsafe in the fields and hills beside her home, now, suddenly, she did.

She sat up, wiping the sweat from her brows and eyes, ready to hurry home. But as she lifted her head above the grass, she found herself not alone.

She saw the eyes first.

For an instant, she felt a flash of comfort. Ah, there you are, she thought, but these words had no sooner darted inexplicably through her mind than she saw the muzzle.

Then the ears.

Then the fur.

The gray stare, the canine snout, the tawny hide… it was a moment before these impressions formed into the word wolf, wolf… but the word came rushing into her consciousness in the same moment she found herself scrabbling backward gasping, “Wolf, wolf,” at the creature that stood staring a few short strides away in the field.

The creature did not move.

The wind pushed at its fur, at the surrounding, wavering grass.

It flicked its ears.

It raised its snout, sniffing.

Rae wanted to stand. She wanted to run. She cast about, looking for any place where she could find safety, any place she could escape.

Nothing. Around her only a wide sweep of field.

She could not reach the line of trees in time.

She could not reach her house in time.

Heart in her throat, she stopped her scrabbling motion. She stared at the creature.

The wolf stared at her.

In the distance, she could just hear Ness calling—Rae, Rae—and from here, she could just see Ness’s small figure by the house, Mop’s by the barn surrounded by the flock.

She wanted to yell… she wanted to cry, Help… Mop, Nessa, help me! but the words were dry in her throat. What would the wolf do if she made such a noise? Steady, unblinking, the gray eyes took her in. Rae could sense its damp breath, the hot cavern of its mouth, the sharp white strength of its teeth all through her skin and bones. Her hand trembled as though the wolf had already taken her arm in its maw.

Slowly, slowly, she stood. Was she breathing? She could not tell. The air around her pulsed with the force of her own heartbeat.

The wolf’s ears flattened against its head. It crouched. It bared its teeth. Lip curling, the creature growled, a deep, menacing rumble.