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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

“Well, now, I’m not sure that is so.…” He rubbed his chin thoughtfully. “It may be Ness stopped noticing me singing until you came to us.” He smiled at Rae. “And as for bees and honey, it’s you, child, whose infant mouth the birds filled with sap and sweetness before I found you! But how now—let’s hear your voice.”

“What should I sing? One of the songs you sing before I go to sleep?”

“No, no. Sing your own.”

“I don’t have any.”

“Of course you do. Here.” Mop took Rae by the shoulders and guided her to a spot in the meadow. “Stand here. Listen to your voice against the hills. Whatever you sing will be echoed back to you.”

“I don’t know any words.”

“Nor do I! But listen. Listen to the world around you. Let the words come to you. You’ll know what to sing.”

Standing in the center of the meadow, Rae closed her eyes and tilted her chin up, the sun warm on her face. She heard the gentle rush-rush of the wind in the field, the steady sound of the sheep tearing their mouthfuls of grass.

“The wind is… full of… sheep… mouth,” she said slowly. “And hooves. Teeth munching and hoof stepping.” That didn’t sound like song, she thought. That didn’t sound right at all.

“Keep listening.” Mop took a step away. “You’ll hear it. You’ll know the words to describe it.”

Eyes still closed, Rae let the wind carry more sound to her. Beyond the rustling of grass, beyond the chewing of sheep, in the distance was Nessa scraping clean a pot, a silver ringing. Farther beyond, the steady hum of insects, a pale churring washing through the air, and the tsip now and again of a sparrow in the brambles. Sunshine dark against her eyelids, she followed the wind rushing up the hillside; she felt it pushing against pine boughs, sweeping against root and stone. She felt it rising into the mountains, its voice now growing, a roaring that found its way even into crevices in the cliffs. She felt it pushing into all the hidden mountain passes, ruffling the small puddles on rocky summits. She tasted sharp gray stone and mica flecks, smelled earth and root and moss and lichen, sensed the edge of sky.

“Wolf,” she murmured.

“Hmm?” said Mop, leaning on his staff.

“Wolf in the den,” she said quietly, eyes still closed. Then, more loudly, and more loudly still, she called out so her voice echoed off the hillside and resounded through the meadows:

“Wolf in the den

the dark of the earth

the creeping of root

the scruffling of dirt

all-belly beast

and all-toothy fur

empty of all

but wordlessness words.”

She liked this song. Its sounds. Arms spread wide, she shouted them again toward the hills and delighted at hearing her voice spring back to her—all-belly beast, beast, beast, all-toothy fur, fur, fur. The mountains and meadows boomed with her song so even the trees seemed to quiver with each syllable, even the clouds seemed to shudder in their path across the sky.