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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Dark bird settled by its form.

Just there, between the rocks.

Little arm, little hand.

Bright little bundle.

Ray of sunlight.

Just where the wolf had been.

Was he dreaming? Mop tried to catch his breath.

No, it was not a dream. The little bundle was squirming. Under the wind, almost the same sound as the wind, was a wailing. A terrible crying. It was the sound of the little bundle. A dark bird hovered over it, spreading its wings, its black and slender beak a needle at the bundle’s tender, wailing mouth.

And the wolf…

Without thinking, without hesitating, Mop scrambled, half jumping, half falling, over the stones to the cliff below. The bird, at his commotion, flapped reluctantly away.

Rushing across the rocks, Mop scooped the bundle into his arms.

Wailing. Shivering.

He opened his tunic, tucked the tiny thing next to his skin. How cold it is.

He held it tight. Who would have left it here?

How long has it been here?

It didn’t matter. He needed to hurry it home.

Arm tucked around the wailing, shivering thing, Mop turned to climb back to the path, but before he could take a step, there was the wolf.

It slunk, growling, out of the stones.

She-wolf. Her pelt hung loose, spine and ribs ridging her fur. She was all hunger—clearly nursing pups, clearly not eating even enough for herself. Hackles raised, she bared her teeth, crouching, snarling.

Mop held the bundle closer and tightened the grip on his staff.

The little bundle was still whimpering. “Shhh…,” he whispered. “Shhh…”

The wolf crouched lower. She was readying herself to attack.

Where could he go? Behind, the ledge gave way to open air. The wolf stood in the way of escape. There was nowhere to run; more, Mop knew he could not outrun a wolf—not now, with his weak knees and a shivering bundle cradled against his chest, not even twenty years ago when his knees were still untroubled. The air shuddered, prickling—Hurry! Hurry!

Again, a wailing. A whimpering. Mop touched the tiny form lightly, but the noise was not coming from what he held in his arms. The wolf flicked her ears. Still growling, she backed away, stepping into the shadows of the boulders. Crouching, she wrapped her mouth around another little whimpering creature, and slunk backward, descending into what Mop saw must be her den.

Not stopping to think, to reconsider, to look again, to wonder about the mewling thing the she-wolf carried in her mouth, not stopping to make sure she was not following, Mop began to run, clambering back up the ledge, and then, still holding tight, running, sliding, slipping, limping down the rocks, the cliffs, the paths over stone and under the pines, hurrying with the cold little bundle, the now-quiet little bundle, the now-still little bundle, until at last he saw his home, the stream, his flocks of sheep, and Nessa—startled, astonished—standing in the meadow tending to the lambs.

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