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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

He was most content, though, watching the sheep in the fields. Accompanying Rae or Mop or Ness into the meadow, he would sit beside them quietly for hours—still, patient, alert. He spotted danger before even the sheep felt any unease, and the flock grew under his care. More, the sheep seemed to adore him: When he sat watching, they milled about him, bristly muzzles nuzzling him with hot, sheepy breaths, like he was one of their own. Sometimes when Rae sat with him, she caught him staring into the mountains, seeming to listen with his whole being, but if he missed his life in the shadows, he never said.

For her part, Rae, as grateful as she was to be returned to her shepherd life, was no longer most content in the fields. At least, she was not content with idle hands in the fields. Having seen Alba—perhaps in a dream—with her faint insect etchings give Mop’s words new life, she’d grown determined: writing. It seemed vital to learn. She enlisted Myntas to teach her.

On market days, when the crowds grew quiet, she practiced with him; at home in the fields, she practiced with a wax tablet and stylus he’d fashioned for her. The tall mountains to make the sound Mm. The beetle-wings to make the sound Buh. The branching tree to make the sound Tuh. He sent her home with pot shards covered with words and drawings, and she copied these, too. Apple, she wrote, looking at the little drawing of an apple he’d made. Cart. The word looked almost like his rough-wheeled sketch. Flower. Pancake. Sheep. Wool. Mop. Ness. Rom. Rae. She practiced and practiced until she began to see the patterns of sound, until she could begin even to read and shape words for which she had no model—hill, cloud, flock, field, bird. She gathered lampblack, she sharpened reeds she cut by the stream, she traded ten wheels’ cheese for parchment at the market—and at last began, slowly, painstakingly, carefully inking Mop’s songs on the pale skins—all she remembered of his lullabies and meadow verses, all Ness and Myntas could recall of his long-ago rhythms, all the market-goers themselves recollected of the songs he performed for them.

And once, at the end of a market day, when a small man, bald but for two tufts of hair by his ears, had come to their stall and bowed and solemnly passed a folded parchment with a great waxen seal to Rae, she’d been able to read that, too.

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She was sitting now—as she often did—high in the hills on a ridge overlooking the fields, parchments and reeds and inkpot in hand. Forest shadows, she was writing—trying to remember and reshape Mop’s market song into beetle-bright marks. Her brother sat beside her.

“W-when will you give all”—voice soft as the ink, he tilted his head at the parchment on her lap—“to Mop?”

“Soon.” Rae paused her reed. “I think I have nearly all. All that can be remembered anyway. I think…” She looked down into the meadow where she could see the small figure of Mop watching the sheep and imagined how his whiskers might curl around the word sunshine when she finally showed him the writings. “I hope,” she said at last, “he’ll be happy to know his words”—she lifted a corner of the parchment—“are still here… that his airmongering won’t be forgotten.”