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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Cautiously at first, they hovered over the crevice with trembling antennae, and then, more and more eagerly, they swarmed, peering inside.

Ohhh. Such emptiness.

Such hollowness.

Such darkness.

Mandibles churning, they scuttered down and down and down inside the crisp shell that held all that emptiness. The cavity was sad and hot and vast—a whole cavern. At last, they reached the bottom. Ah! There! In the lowermost corner of the husk, in the very darkest of its dry folds, they found a bit of life.

Small, pale, crouching—had it been once a boy? The soul of a boy?

The beetles tapped at the pale, crouching thing with wary feelers and gentle feet. If it was a soul, it was both sad and strange. It seemed more like a frog, thumb-sized and damp, lost in this great cavern of emptiness.

They considered the pale, squatting, froggish thing; they considered the cavern of emptiness and the crumbly shell that held it; they considered the pelt still resting in the lap of the man.

Could they?

Should they?

They twittered and churred. Still so exhilarated with the work they had done in the artful unstitching of wolf and boy, they did not hesitate long. Of course they should try!

There was no unpicking here, no unthreading of lacework. So much less taxing than their usual work of decay. Here, it all just… crumbled apart. How easy it was! They bit and tugged and pulled; they grasped with their mandibles and their marshy grub mouths, and the dry shell of the man fell into pieces. First the head, then the shoulders, then the feet, arms, legs, belly… One by one, the dry-cheese-man’s parts collapsed until at last all that was left was the cavern of chest.

The emptiness began to escape—a long, slow hissing into the air. Oh, no you don’t! The creeping things rushed to trap the emptiness, bundling it quick with the wolf pelt and stitching it all inside. Their work was not fine. How could it be? The emptiness was so vast, so desperate and searching, it was all they could do to pinch the wolf pelt around it, to needle a few wild stitches to hold it together. Oh! Covered in wolf pelt, the emptiness shuddered and bucked and shook. The creeping things could not hang on. A few more frantic pinches, a few more frenzied threads, then they were forced to let go.

The emptiness, burning for so long in that dull, crispy shell, could not be restrained: In its new hide, with its new claws and jaws and tail, it howled, leaping and tearing out of the cell and into the darkness.

Having been scattered about the floor, the creeping things—spinning on their backs, legs agitating in the air—struggled to right themselves.

Where was the pale, froggish thing they had found?

Making their way to their feet again, they searched over the dirt. No, not here. Not here.

Where had it gone?

They sighed, a long, sad, creeping sigh.