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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

“Go on, go on,” she whispered to herself. They would catch her; she knew this. At some point, they would overtake her. But whether they caught her or not, she was determined: She was going to the king. She understood she was the child the king sought; she understood others were taken in her place. She understood the king would not rest until she came before him. She wanted only to lead the guards far enough away that they would not turn back for Mop when they caught her.

Thinking of Mop and Ness—thinking of how vulnerable they’d seemed before the guards, stumbling, trembling—Rae felt her throat tighten. The sound they’d made as she’d run away… Oh! She could not bear it.

“I’m sorry!” she whispered, pushing through another tangle of branches, a twig lashing across her. Touching her fingers to her eyelid, she found the scratch hot and weeping. “Ah!” She thrashed more frantically, the thicket sharp as her guilt. I’ll come back, I promise, she tried to say, but barbed with disbelief, the words caught in her throat.

“She’s there! There!” came a cry behind her.

Rae pushed on.

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Only when twilight began to overtake the woods did her pace slow. Finding it harder to move through the dim landscape, Rae changed course, clambering up a hill where she knew she’d find the forest path. She didn’t think she could outpace the guards long on even ground, but surely she was far enough and the light low enough that Mop, at least, would be safe when they caught her.

She glanced back: She couldn’t see them, but she could hear them, the great rustling they made through leaf litter and branches. As she stood listening, though, something changed—the rustling grew suddenly louder. Frenzied. She heard a cry, another, then a louder yawp-ing.

A greasy shriek. A guttural, animal noise. A panicked shouting.

Agh—there!

Get—!

Oh!

Eyes wide, Rae scanned the forest, indistinct in the dusk. She could see nothing, but the frantic thrashing noises, the echoing cries were there, hidden just beyond, and as she stared, she suddenly could see—suddenly the forest branches were moving wildly, and a horse, riderless, came tearing out of the shadows, careening desperately through the trees.

Oh! Rae gasped, searching for what had terrified it, but nothing but voices followed, the men still shouting—

Get—!

-t’s here!

No!

My horse!

Th—spear!

—and still an animal shrieking, and the horse still galloping, ears back, racing toward her. It floundered as it reached the hillside she’d climbed, hooves sinking in the loose soil, and as it struggled, clambering, Rae ran toward it. Seeing her, the horse panicked more, head tossing, eyes wide and white, but Rae, moving gently, quickly, soothing, “Shhhh,” took the reins.

“Sh, shh,” she hushed again. In the distance, the squealing, the shouting continued. The horse pulled, desperate to get away. Rae felt the animal’s panic. What is it? What is it? Unthinkingly, she grabbed the saddle pommels.