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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

The wolf stood quietly, his ears flicking back and forth, his nose quivering.

“Rae?” A shout came through the trees. “Rae!”

At the noise, the wolf turned, ears flattening against his head.

“It’s just Ness,” Rae said quietly, hoping the softness of her voice would stop the wolf from bolting away. “She’s probably gathered all the greens she needs.”

The shout came again. “Rae!”

Rae wondered briefly at the sharpness of Nessa’s tone, but worried her own raised voice would scare the creature, she could not bring herself to answer.

“She’ll just be going back to the house; she knows I’ll follow,” she told the wolf in still-gentle tones. He sniffed in the direction of the shouts, but he did not run.

Nessa did not call again.

Rae and the wolf remained apart, a scattering of trees between them. Rae, settling herself against a trunk, morels still tucked in her lap, was happy watching the wolf, watching the light shifting on his fur. She wondered at what she thought she had seen, the form of a boy, and thought how forest shadows sometimes played with imagination, how they sometimes made things seem as they were not. She looked again, though, trying to see through the gold-and-silver-flecked hide: When he moved, his fur showed the structure of wolf muscle and sinew and bone. She could see nothing not wolf beneath.

The wolf settled himself, sitting first on his hindquarters, still alert, then slowly lowering himself until he lay with raised head. They sat this way for a while. Rae felt content in his company.

“I’m sorry,” she whispered after a time. “About the stones, I’m sorry. I didn’t want… but the sheep… and Mop, I worried—”

As she began speaking, the wolf seemed to be listening, but then, without warning, he startled, leaping to his feet. Rae, disconcerted, clambered up, a few morels tumbling from her apron, thinking she had somehow unsettled him. But no, it wasn’t she who’d made him jump.

Ears, torso, and tail tensed with alarm, he stood staring out, his whole body quivering, in the direction of the fields and farm.

Rae followed his gaze. He must have heard the sheep bleating, she thought, though she had heard nothing. Still, something about the way he was standing unnerved her. She stepped through the trees until she could see the field.

She spotted them immediately: Their presence, so strange beside her house, sent her heart racing.

Horses.

Even from a distance, she could make out the trio of bays, shifting and stomping and flicking their tails.

Behind her, the wolf gave a low growl. Rae found she was trembling, terrified by the unexpected appearance of the creatures. No one had ever come to their home at the edge of the mountains.

It’s Myntas come for a visit, she tried to reassure herself. Come to fetch his old mule. But even as she thought this, she knew the horses would not be his.

She scanned the field for Mop or Ness, for the riders of the horses. She saw only sheep.