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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

“Morels!” Rae exclaimed. These were Mop’s favorite. These might even be her favorite. “Do you think they’ll be out so early?”

“The weather’s been right.”

“If I gather enough… can we cook them in oil?”

Nessa laughed. “As many as you pick.”

Leaving Ness in the field, Rae ran toward the trees.

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Nessa was right—the morels were plentiful. Rae moved through the half-light of the oaks coming into leaf, bending and picking the honeycombed fungi. She dropped them into her apron, thinking how happy Mop would be to see them on the table.

Nearby a woodpecker was tokk-ing out its grub-hunting rhythm, boring into decaying wood, and Rae followed its sound, knowing the mushrooms often clustered at the roots of rot-softened trees. Where was it? She listened, scanning the trunks. There! A flash of black and red. She hurried toward the tree where the needle-beaked bird was clinging, but she halted, stunned, before she reached it.

In the shadows, half-dappled, in the gray leaf litter and green mounding moss…

It could not be.

But it was.

Curled and long-bodied and skinny, pale tawny limbs tucked up beneath the chin—

A boy.

He was sleeping, bare-skinned and gangly, body nestled in moss and dry leaves.

Rae stared at his shape nearly obscured by shadows. His breath was long and steady; his fingertips twitched as though in a dream.

She could not make sense of his presence. His naked slumbering.

Had he no clothes? No bags? No food? No horse? Where had he come from? Was he not cold? Was he not hungry?

Nessa, she thought. She had to get Nessa.

She turned, and at the sudden sound of sticks and leaves beneath her feet, the dappled shape stirred. The tawny figure, now unwinding and stretching, became all at once not a boy, not a boy who had been sleeping at the base of the trunk, but a wolf—wolf, wolf, wolf, the word exploded through her consciousness—a wolf now rising with hackles crested all along the length of its spine. Breath shallow, sight dimming, Rae felt the world shift beneath her: How had she made such an error? How had she seen a wolf as a boy?

A pair of eyes—gray as the forest shadows—met hers. She knew him.

“Wolf,” Rae breathed, the word filled more with wonder than fear.

Ah, there you are.

Unmoving, they stood in the leaf-filtered light of the forest—the wolf watching her, she watching the wolf. She knew—she could not say how, only that she felt as certain of it as she was of her own body—this was the wolf of the meadow. The wolf she had bandaged. Her wolf.

She did not know if she was supposed to be scared of this creature now, if she should wish him away, but she was not. Did not. Instead, she was overcome with relief and a strange, desperate gratitude.

“You’re all right,” she said finally. She was surprised to find her cheeks wet. She rubbed her palm over her eyes. “You’re all right,” she repeated. The relief she felt washing over her was as full and deep as the sadness she carried for Mop. “Mop is”—she found herself saying, inexplicably, to the wolf—“he’s all right, too. He’s not the same, not entirely, but he’s still Mop. He’s all right.” It was a relief to say this as well.