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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

‘I don’t know. I don’t care. Your bus is coming, Niamh. You have to decide. Please …’

The desperation in her voice swayed me. One day off school wouldn’t make any difference to anyone. ‘OK.’

‘Is your mum at work?’ Hollie spoke hurriedly as we walked away down the road. When I nodded, she said, ‘Can we go back to yours? Shouldn’t you change?’ She looked at my uniform anxiously. As the bus came into sight, Hollie grabbed my arm. ‘Quick. Before the driver sees us.’

By the time it reached the bus stop, we were out of sight. From the garden, I heard the bus slow down, and then – when the driver saw I wasn’t there – it gradually accelerated and pulled away. Running ahead of me across the garden towards the house, Hollie seemed more anxious than usual. ‘Hurry up, Niamh. You need to email the school before they try to call your parents.’

Unlocking the back door, I closed it behind both of us, then got my laptop, logging in and sending the email to the school before shutting it down again. I turned to Hollie. ‘What now?’

There was a strange look on her face. Then she said, ‘My dad’s done something.’

‘What?’ Before she could speak, I added, ‘You’re right, I need to change. Come upstairs.’

She was restless while I changed, flitting around my room and I tried to imagine what her dad might have done. Then, as I pulled on a sweater, she said, ‘I have to show you something.’

‘What?’

But she was already going downstairs again. In the kitchen, she picked up my jacket and handed it to me.

‘Where are we going?’

Shaking her head, she opened the back door, and then stood outside impatiently. ‘Come on, Niamh. It has to be now, or someone will see us.’

As the same urgency that gripped her filtered into me, I closed the door and hurried to catch up, jogging to keep pace with her quick steps. As we reached the lane, she glanced around, as if making sure we weren’t being watched. When she broke into an easy run, I did the same, following her along the pavement, watching her unzipped jacket flapping behind her. ‘Hollie.’ When she didn’t slow down, I shouted after her. ‘Hollie … stop.’

There was a mystified look on her face as she turned round. For some reason, I was annoyed. ‘What are we doing out here? Someone will see me. I’m supposed to be at school, remember?’

Jogging back to me, she grabbed my hand, then stroked a strand of hair off my face. ‘It’ll be OK, Niamh. But I have to show you something. It’s important.’

Passing Greyfriars Lane, we crossed the road to the woods, where we took an unmarked path, relief filling me when no cars had passed us.

‘It takes longer this way, but no-one will see us.’