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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

It’s still pitch-dark as I go outside and get into my car. Starting the engine, I let it idle while the layer of ice on the windscreen clears before setting off down the drive. When I turn onto the lane, frost sparkles in the beam from my headlights as they pick up an otherworldly landscape, one in which each branch of every tree is dusted white where freezing fog has touched it, the grass verges glinting silver.

Reaching the main road, I glance at the road sign. The airport is clearly marked, ten miles away, to the left. But this morning, there’s something else I need to do. Slowing down and pulling over, I pick up my phone and make a call. Then flicking on my indicator and pulling out, I turn right.

*

With the disruption caused by ice and snow, my schedule changes at short notice and on Thursday, my flight is cancelled. That I am at home that evening, instead of conveniently out of his way, means the tension between me and Andrew escalates.

‘I thought you were in Zurich tonight.’ When he comes in, he doesn’t attempt to hide his irritation. As always, he gives no thought to Niamh. Home early, he’d clearly planned to shower and change before going out again, leaving her here alone.

‘My flight was cancelled because of the weather. Does it make any difference to anything?’ It’s an innocent enough question but he chooses not to answer, instead storming upstairs and reappearing ten minutes later wearing different clothes. Grabbing his jacket, he walks out without speaking to me. When I hear a car pull up outside minutes later, my heart sinks as I imagine Andrew coming back for some reason, preparing myself for another verbal onslaught, but instead, there’s a knock at the door.

To my surprise, James is there when I open it. ‘Hello.’

‘Sorry to bother you like this.’ His face is pale in the outside light, his eyes flitting about nervously.

I frown slightly. ‘Is something wrong? Would you like to come in?’

‘I won’t stop, Elise. I just wanted to ask if you’ve seen Hollie.’

‘Not since …’ I think back, remembering seeing Hollie run across the garden from an upstairs window. ‘Well, she was here one evening last week, but I didn’t talk to her. I have a feeling she was avoiding me.’

His face wrinkles into a frown. ‘Why would you say that?’

‘Oh …’ I try to remember our conversation. ‘To be honest, I think she’d skipped school that day. I think she was embarrassed that I’d seen her and caught her out – I made some comment about it being important that she didn’t get behind.’

James nods. ‘The school called me a while ago. Seems she’s skipped a few days recently.’ He hesitates. ‘Do you know if Niamh’s seen her over the last couple of days?’