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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

‘That was different. It would have been our choice – and our new home. This isn’t. And all the time, I’m waiting …’ Her voice falls to a whisper. ‘When he gets out, he will be so angry. You have no idea what he’s capable of …’ With shaking hands, she pours boiling water onto teabags, swearing as she spills some before putting down the kettle and mopping up the water. Fetching milk, she hunts around for the sugar. ‘It doesn’t look like there’s any sugar,’ she says tearfully.

I want to reassure her that she’s safe, that there’s no way her husband will be able to get to her, but until he’s sentenced, nothing is certain. ‘I don’t take sugar.’ Accepting the mug she passes me, I watch her nervous movement. ‘Shall we sit down?’

I follow her across to a small kitchen table made of antique pine on ornately turned legs. Chris has furnished the cottage simply, creating an air of calm that Elise clearly needs.

‘You can still look for a new home,’ I say gently. ‘Do you have enough money to tide you over?’ I imagine Andrew Buckley using whatever he can as a means of manipulation, including money. I’ve seen it happen many times.

She nods. ‘I stopped at the bank on the way here in case he managed to empty the joint account. I transferred what I could into mine.’

‘Good.’ I pause, relieved that at least she has her own account; many women in marriages like hers don’t. ‘Have you thought any more about talking to a lawyer?’

She sips her tea. ‘I’ll have to find one. The only one I know of is Andrew’s. That’s hardly going to work.’ She raises her eyes to meet mine. ‘Is that something you can help me with?’

‘Of course. I’ll get some numbers for you.’ My voice is quiet. ‘You really should see someone as soon as—’

‘You’ve already told me,’ she interrupts, her voice shrill as she talks over me, symptomatic of the strain she’s under as she rests her face in her hands. ‘I’m so sorry.’

‘You don’t have to apologise.’ Reaching across the table, I touch her arm, a gesture of human comfort. ‘I know this is unsettling.’ I pause for a moment. ‘And I know you have a lot on your mind right now, but there are a few things I wanted to ask you about.’

Looking up, she nods briefly as I go on.

‘I had a conversation with Ida Jones. She was telling me about Hollie and Dylan, about how in love they were. She couldn’t understand why they broke up. She said it was as though they’d been somehow forced apart, but she had no idea why.’