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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

‘I heard,’ he says suddenly, just as I turn to walk away. ‘About your marriage. I’m so sorry, Jo. You deserve better.’

I feel myself start. It isn’t just his words that are unexpected. It’s the sentiment. When you work long hours and live alone, you get used to there being no-one who cares. ‘Thank you.’ My voice is husky and I clear my throat. ‘I’ll see you in a bit.’

*

As I walk across the yard, I’m conscious of the depth of the silence here. Untouched by even the most distant sound of traffic, the air has a purity, the colours around me a softness. Niamh’s face appears fleetingly in one of the cottage windows before disappearing. I imagine that even here, she’ll be constantly on edge, thinking it’s only a matter of time before her father finds them.

Closing the garden gate behind me, I find the grass neatly mown, the flowerbeds carefully tended. When my knock on the door isn’t answered, I push it open.

‘Hello? Anyone home?’

Elise’s face appears in a doorway, her anxious look quickly fading when she sees it’s me. Her bruising is still an ugly purple red, her eyes haunted.

‘I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to startle you. Is everything OK?’

‘As OK as it can be, in the circumstances.’ Like Niamh, she’s clearly on edge, her voice sharp. ‘I’ll make us a cup of tea – if I can find anything.’

I know from the bitterness in her voice, from the way she opens cupboards, then closes them loudly as she looks for what she needs, that she’s uneasy. Eventually finding some mugs, she fills the kettle. ‘How long do we have to stay here?’

I’m evasive. At the moment, there are too many unknowns to give her a straight answer. ‘Probably a few days.’

Her shoulders stiffen. ‘And Andrew’s definitely being held?’

I nod. ‘He’s been charged, as I told you, and we’re remanding him in custody for further questioning.’ I pause, knowing that whatever he’s done, Andrew Buckley will continue to deny everything for as long as he thinks he can get away with it. ‘How’s Niamh bearing up? I saw her face just now, in one of the windows.’

‘She’s frightened. We both are. I know you’re holding him, but we both know what he’s capable of.’ She pauses. ‘Neither of us feels safe – and neither of us really wanted to come here.’ Elise’s voice is tight. ‘I know it doesn’t make sense – but I don’t expect you to understand.’

Given the memories their house holds for both of them, I’m surprised. ‘I know this is a difficult time for you, but I thought you were all set to move. You’d even found somewhere, hadn’t you?’