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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

‘Not so much at the moment. I’m on a short-haul block.’ Though, on a good day, I still get a hit of sunlight through the aircraft windows as we break through the clouds. ‘Actually, I wanted to talk to you – about Hollie.’ I pause. ‘I saw her this morning.’

As I watch, a shadow crosses her face.

I frown. ‘Is everything OK? It’s just that she seemed quite upset.’

This time Stephanie looks straight at me. ‘Since you ask, no. It really isn’t.’ Her voice is tearful. ‘Hollie flits around doing as she pleases, not thinking how her behaviour affects all of us … I try so hard, Elise. To give her stability, to understand her. But she gives nothing back. It’s difficult.’

It’s the first I’ve heard of anything like this. ‘Does James know about this?’

‘He doesn’t see it.’ Stephanie’s words are hollow. ‘When it comes to Hollie, he has a complete blind spot.’

I hesitate. ‘It can’t be easy for you. And I suppose Hollie losing her mother the way she did … It’s so sad.’ I pause, not wanting to get drawn in any further. ‘I just thought you’d want to know she was upset, that was all.’ I glance around, looking for a way to change the subject, my eyes alighting on a row of small plants, with dark green fern-like leaves, arranged on a shelf. ‘Those are unusual.’

‘I got them next door.’ She sighs. ‘Look, Hollie is angry – I’ve no idea why. I won’t bore you with the details but I was on the phone to the school just before you came in. It isn’t just today. She’s missing too many classes. James needs to be firmer with her, but he never confronts her.’ She breaks off. ‘I’m sorry. You don’t need to know all this. None of our lives are perfect, are they?’

Her eyes hold mine a little too long and, in that moment, I wonder if she knows about Andrew. Could Stephanie be the woman he’s having an affair with? I stare at her, trying to imagine them together, then snap myself out of it. I can’t go on suspecting everyone I meet. To the best of my knowledge, Andrew goes for younger, less subtle women – Stephanie isn’t his type. ‘I always thought you and Hollie got on well.’

‘So did I. We used to.’ Stephanie’s voice wavers, then she glances through the window as a car pulls up. ‘My next client. I should get ready. Was there anything else?’

‘Oh.’ I’d almost forgotten. ‘Yes. My highlights … I don’t suppose you could fit me in sometime?’

Opening her diary again, she scans the page. ‘I’m busy the rest of today. But how about Monday? First thing?’

Today is Friday. ‘Perfect. Thank you.’ The door opens and her next client comes in. ‘I’ll let you get on.’