Back The Secret
Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

I’m acutely aware of Hollie’s discomfort. ‘No. Hollie wasn’t feeling so well this morning.’ The lie just slips out. I’ve no idea where the need to justify Hollie missing school comes from.

‘Oh dear …’ Ida scrutinises Hollie’s face. ‘You do look pale, dear.’

‘You’re better for a walk, aren’t you, Hollie?’ I change the subject. ‘How’s your little granddaughter, Ida? Is she over her chickenpox now?’

‘She’s all better. I’ve missed her though.’ A wistful smile spreads across her face. ‘But I’ll be seeing them all this weekend.’ As her phone buzzes from inside one of her pockets, she fumbles to find it, then looks at the screen. ‘I’m so sorry, but it’s my daughter. Would you excuse me?’

She turns and walks a little away from us. When she’s out of earshot I ask Hollie directly. ‘What are you hiding, Hollie?’

She starts. ‘Nothing.’

From the flush of colour on her pale cheeks, I know she’s lying.

*

Hollie fills my head for the rest of my run, then back at home while I shower and change. I try to imagine why she’s upset, what she could be hiding, feeling an obligation to tell her father about our conversation. It gives me a dual reason to go to the florist this morning as Stephanie’s salon is next door.

It’s a ten-minute drive along quiet roads through open countryside to the outskirts of the next village, where a range of stylishly converted farm buildings are premises to a few small businesses.

After turning into the yard, I park in one of the cobbled spaces in front of the salon. Sitting there for a moment, I look through the window. Inside, Stephanie’s talking on her phone. She’s attractive in a deliberate sort of way, with angular features and a hardness that even heavy makeup doesn’t soften. She’s clearly agitated today, her face flustered as she speaks on her phone. As she ends the call, she stands in the window, not moving. When she notices my car, she makes an obvious attempt to compose herself.

As I go into the empty salon, Stephanie’s behind her desk, going through what looks like her diary.

She looks up briefly. ‘Elise … I won’t be a moment. How are you?’ There’s no trace of the agitation I witnessed when I pulled up just now. As always, she’s perfectly groomed, in control, her every movement measured.

‘I’m good.’ I wait for her to put her pen down. ‘But I wish the weather wasn’t so grey.’

Closing her diary, her eyes meet mine. ‘At least you occasionally get to see the sun.’