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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

I rarely see anyone at this time of day, but this morning, as I slow down, I see a slight figure leaning against one of the tallest oaks. It’s Hollie. When she sees me looking at her, she seems to shrink.

‘Hey.’ Slowing to a walk, I stop in front of her. ‘Are you OK?’

Standing among the oldest gravestones and clutching her hands, her white knuckles protruding from bunched-up, too-long sleeves, it’s clear she’s agitated. At first, she doesn’t speak, just continues to stare at her hands.

I feel myself frown. ‘Shouldn’t you be at school, Hollie?’

‘Does it matter?’ At last she speaks, her eyes darting around, looking anywhere other than at me.

‘Well, yes.’ I’m trying to sound reasonable. ‘You have exams to think about. You don’t want to miss too many lessons.’ Then I frown, realising that she seems irritated with me.

‘I can’t think about school,’ she mumbles. ‘Not now. There’s too much going on.’

The look on her face worries me. ‘Such as what?’

This time, tears blur her eyes as she stares right at me. ‘I can’t tell you.’ She turns away. ‘That’s the problem. I can’t tell anyone …’

‘I’m sure that isn’t true.’ Knowing she’s prone to overdramatising things, I try to sound conciliatory. ‘Why don’t you talk to your dad? You have a good relationship, don’t you?’ But as I mention him, her face takes on a stricken look.

She shakes her head quickly. ‘It won’t do any good. It’ll make it worse.’

Frowning again, I take a step closer. ‘Has something happened, Hollie? If it has, if you want to talk to—’

But she interrupts. ‘Please don’t.’ Her eyes blaze but her voice is desperate. ‘You have no idea. You can’t do anything. No-one can.’

It isn’t my place to interfere, but whatever’s going on, she should be at school. ‘Fine. It’s your life, but you need to think about the consequences, Hollie. You can’t just take days off whenever you feel like it.’ It comes out more sharply than I intended.

She stares at me. ‘What difference does it make? If you had any idea what people around here are doing …’

I frown at her, puzzled. What does she know? ‘What do you mean?’

Before Hollie can reply, Ida Jones appears from under the trees across the churchyard. As she walks towards us in a tweed skirt and quilted jacket that swamp her, a look of panic crosses Hollie’s face. ‘Don’t say anything to her. Please …’

Before I can ask her what she doesn’t want me to say, I hear Ida’s gentle voice. ‘How are you, my dears?’ Then her eyes linger on Hollie. ‘I didn’t know it was the holidays.’