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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

But I shake my head, because there is a hurry. What if Andrew comes back? ‘It’s complicated.’ My voice is unsteady, my thoughts all over the place as I look at them both. ‘You already know, of course, that my husband was having an affair with Stephanie Hampton. Before her, he had other affairs. Anyway, since she died, he’s been at home much more and his behaviour’s been getting increasingly aggressive. He uses foul language and thinks nothing of letting Niamh see the full force of his temper. She’s frightened of him.’ My voice cracks slightly, and my hands are shaking as I take a sip of my tea. ‘I knew things couldn’t go on as they were so I found a cottage for me and Niamh, and paid three months’ rent up front. When Niamh got home from school, I told her. I thought she’d be pleased.’ I still don’t fully understand why she reacted the way she did. ‘But she ran upstairs and I found her sobbing on her bed. Then she told me she didn’t want to go.’

Sergeant Collins is frowning. ‘Did she say why?’

I shake my head. ‘I know she’s frightened of him. I don’t know if there are other reasons for her reaction though. Then, when Andrew came in from work, she told him. I was upstairs …’ The same despair I’d felt when I realised what was happening comes back. ‘He said he’d told Niamh that he was going to have a chat with me about my “naïve little plan”, as he put it. I told him he couldn’t force me to do anything, but he said he’d do whatever he liked. He wanted me to stop dreaming up ludicrous ideas because he wouldn’t let me leave. In fact, he said he’d do anything to stop me.’ I pause. ‘I think it was at that point I knew I was in danger. But I’d gone so far, I couldn’t back down and let him believe he’d won – again. I reminded him about his affairs. Said that we didn’t love each other so there was no point continuing this charade.’

‘What did he say to that?’

I shrug. ‘He didn’t contradict me. But you understand, don’t you, that none of this is about love. It’s about Andrew’s need for control. When I didn’t say what he wanted me to say, he started to hit me.’

‘I know it’s hard …’ Sergeant Collins’s eyes don’t leave my face. ‘But we need an account of his assault. Where did it happen?’