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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

While I wait for Sergeant Collins, I make a mug of tea I don’t drink, then pace around the kitchen. Eventually, her car pulls up outside and two uniformed figures make their way towards the door.

Without waiting for a knock, I open it. If Sergeant Collins is shocked by my appearance, she doesn’t show it. ‘Mrs Buckley? May we come in?’

‘Of course. Please.’ Leaving the door open, I hear one of them close it as I go into the kitchen. When I turn around to look at them, I lose my voice as the reality of what I’m about to do hits me full on.

Sergeant Collins nods towards the man with her. ‘This is Constable Emerson.’ Vaguely recognising him, I nod, and she goes on. ‘Would you mind if we make us all a pot of tea?’

Realising she’s trying to inject normalcy into a situation that’s anything but, I start towards the sink. ‘I’ll put the kettle on.’

‘If you show him where the teabags are, Emerson will do it.’ She hesitates. ‘Let’s sit down.’

Nodding, I follow her to the kitchen table, pulling out a chair. She sits opposite me, waiting a moment before she says, ‘I understand your husband has assaulted you.’

Years of habit kick in as I bite back the excuses I want to make. I fell down the stairs. We had a row and he lost his temper. It was just one of those things. But thinking of Niamh, I know I can’t do that anymore. ‘Yes.’

‘When did this assault take place?’ Her voice is gentle, but there’s steeliness behind it.

My body is rigid as I sit there. ‘Three days ago. I came back from hospital today.’

‘Apart from the obvious bruises on your face, did he hurt you anywhere else?’

‘He punched me in the stomach.’ The words sound light, belying the force he hit me with.

As Emerson joins us, carrying mugs of tea, Collins puts down her pen, her face sympathetic as she looks at me. ‘I hate to ask you this, but we need you to tell us what happened, including what was said leading up to his assault or what may have caused it.’

Knowing this was coming, I nod. ‘I had found a cottage for Niamh and me to move to.’ Seeing Sergeant Collins lift her hand slightly towards her pen, I pause.

‘Niamh is your daughter, isn’t she? How old is she?’

‘She’s fourteen. Andrew’s behaviour has become worse lately.’ I sigh, knowing I need to tell them everything, wondering how far back I should go.

‘It’s OK. We’re not in a hurry. Take your time.’