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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

Days have passed during which the tension between myself and Andrew has silently escalated, and I know I have to try to find the courage to talk to him again. His car is in the drive that afternoon when I come back from shopping, and as I go into the kitchen, I hear the television on in the sitting room. After putting the shopping away, I glance upstairs. Seeing Niamh’s door firmly closed, I hesitate outside the sitting room, taking a deep breath before walking in.

‘We have to talk, Andrew.’

Engrossed in his phone, he doesn’t even bother to look up. ‘For Christ’s sake, I’ve done enough talking today, to the police. Anyway, you and I have nothing to say to each other.’

‘As a matter of fact, I do have things to say.’ Speaking through gritted teeth, I step closer, suddenly furious at the way he treats me. ‘Can’t you put your fucking phone down even for a minute?’

On impulse, I reach to snatch it away from him. But as he holds it out of reach, I glimpse the screen. Taking in the image on it, I freeze with shock as it registers he’s looking at an image of a young girl.

My stomach lurches, my heart racing out of control, thinking of what James is involved in. ‘You disgust me,’ I say with all the contempt I can muster. ‘How can you?’

‘It’s not what you think, Elise.’ He sounds furious. ‘Someone sent me the picture. I’m hardly the kind of person who’d look at images of girls.’

‘But that’s exactly what you’re doing, regardless of whoever’s sent it to you.’ Turning around, I walk back out to the kitchen, knowing I should tell someone what I’ve seen. But an abusive marriage creates debilitating self-doubt. Who would listen? The police? His medical practice? Who’s going to believe you over him?

If the police were ever to question him, Andrew would know who’d told them. I can imagine what he’d do to me and the implications for Niamh.

But in the kitchen, I can’t stop thinking about what I’ve seen. If James Hampton invested in porn, could Andrew have invested, too?

Something clicks into place inside my head. Andrew has always believed he holds the winning hand. And for today – maybe even tomorrow – he still does. But given what I know about James, the police need to know about my husband’s nasty little secret. Even if the girl I saw on his phone isn’t underage, it would embarrass him beyond belief. With his position and the trust and responsibility that comes with it, what I’ve seen could potentially bring him down.