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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

As a rule, Andrew avoids touching me. But today, in a gesture that’s proprietary rather than affectionate, I feel his hand lightly against my lower back as he nods towards the path. He clearly doesn’t want to hang around. ‘Shall we go, Elise?’ It isn’t a question, but I’ve no more desire than he has to stay here any longer than necessary.

As we walk home, I casually tell him what the police told me. ‘They know about you and Stephanie.’ Beside me, I feel him tense.

When he speaks, his voice is measured. ‘I’m assuming it wasn’t you who told them.’

Taking a leaf out of Andrew’s book, I avoid answering. ‘Do you think I enjoy being made to look stupid?’

He ignores me. ‘It rather makes one wonder who did.’ I know it’s for my benefit that instead of annoyance, there’s amusement in his voice.

As I keep walking, pulling my coat tighter around me, nausea rises in my throat. I’m sick of him, of everything he does. ‘Have you a new one lined up? A lover, I mean?’ My tone is intentionally, inappropriately light, spelling it out that he can do what he likes but I won’t let him get to me.

‘Don’t be ridiculous,’ he snarls.

‘Me? Ridiculous?’ But my emotions are too stretched. In spite of my best intentions, I lose it. ‘You’re the one who’s fucking ridiculous, Andrew. Look at you. Your entire life is a façade. Us, your affairs, your holier than thou act with the villagers. But do you know what? No-one’s fooled. And even if they were, they’ll soon see through you. It’ll catch up with you, Andrew. Don’t think it won’t.’

I feel his fingers around my arm, knowing that if my coat wasn’t thick, there’d be red bruising where he’s pinching me. But recklessness seizes me. ‘What are you going to do?’ I’m deliberately goading him, unable to stop myself. ‘This act? The mighty doctor with the wife who’s so important to him? Everyone knows it’s fake.’

In the split second before he reacts, I know I’ve pushed him too far. His hands close around my neck as he slams me against a tree. ‘Bitch,’ he hisses, closer to losing control than I’ve ever seen him. ‘You think you’re so clever, don’t you? You’ll never win, Elise. I know too much about you.’ His eyes glint with hatred. ‘Do you know how easy it would be for me to kill you?’