Chapters (65)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Interstitial
- Chapter OneThe sort of thing that gets a girl burned at the stake
- Chapter TwoRidiculously, fabulously pink
- Chapter ThreeBring it on
- Chapter FourSir Gawain’s not done yet . . . just watch
- Chapter FiveClimb down, lady, we’re going out!
- Chapter SixI’ll have a White Knight, please
- Chapter SevenChivalry is all well and good, but cursed inconvenient at times
- Chapter EightJust put her there
- Interstitial
- Chapter NineDon’t try to fight it, you’ll only hurt yourself
- Chapter TenNobody ever expects a lady to rappel off a balcony
- Chapter ElevenYou are the girl who would be a knight?
- Chapter TwelveMademoiselle le Chevalier
- Chapter ThirteenOff in search of adventure
- Interstitial
- Chapter FourteenHast Thou Ever . . .
- Chapter FifteenEverything is context
- Chapter SixteenShe was very much accustomed to people looking at her like they didn’t understand what was happening and wanted it all to stop
- Chapter SeventeenDamn those girls and their “tea”
- Chapter EighteenMaybe we could wash the donkeys
- Chapter NineteenA deer trying to hide in a pack of ravenous wolves
- Chapter TwentyJust don’t tell the other knights I screamed
- Chapter Twenty-OneDrop-your-cheesecake-on-a-stick-and-not-even-care spectacular
- Chapter Twenty-TwoThe violence is too much for her delicate constitution
- Chapter Twenty-ThreeNo lady went in search of the privy alone when she could bring a friend
- Chapter Twenty-FourDon’t bring it all the way undone . . .
- Chapter Twenty-FiveWhat a perfectly normal conversational gambit
- Chapter Twenty-SixA wild horse of feeling and emotion
- Interstitial
- Chapter Twenty-SevenI thought we’d have more time
- Chapter Twenty-EightYou are not the first to ask whether a woman could hold a sword
- Chapter Twenty-NineDo you yield?
- Chapter ThirtyThis goes a lot more smoothly in the ballads
- Chapter Thirty-OneDid that really just happen?
- Chapter Thirty-TwoDon’t tell me you’re scared, Sir Knight
- Chapter Thirty-ThreeThey’ll kill anyone who tries to upset the order of things
- Chapter Thirty-FourA girl who knows exactly who she is
- Chapter Thirty-FiveMeditations he learned on an ancient mountaintop
- Chapter Thirty-SixRide off into the sunset with nothing but a change of underwear
- Interstitial
- Chapter Thirty-SevenYou’d be very surprised by what a fancy lady can get done
- Chapter Thirty-EightI can show you a thing or two
- Chapter Thirty-NineIf I taught you to dream, then I was wrong
- Chapter FortyNo better than they are
- Interstitial
- Chapter Forty-OneThe crowd went wild
- Chapter Forty-TwoThe terrible sound of a thousand people not knowing what to say
- Chapter Forty-ThreeSomeone get this hysterical girl out of here!
- Chapter Forty-FourA foolish, reckless idiot with her head in the clouds
- Chapter Forty-Five. . . Or it’s tricky to put back together again
- Chapter Forty-SixIt came up from the mine
- Chapter Forty-SevenLike she’d ridden straight out of legend
- Chapter Forty-EightTwo wounded creatures, facing each other across the empty battlefield
- Interstitial
- Chapter Forty-NineYou were never alone
- Chapter FiftyNever Sende a Manne to Do a Woman’s Jobbe
- Acknowledgments
- About the Authors
- Back Ad
- Endorsements
- Books by Amie Kaufman and Meagan Spooner
- About the Publisher
She felt like she was living in that story now, looking around at the knights in their war room. Suddenly she was seeing all their finery and pageantry for what it really was, and she couldn’t unsee it.
“Little boys playing knights,” she murmured distantly, a memory overtaking her. “Afraid to be undone . . .”
She was back in Ellsdale, upstairs at Gwen’s house on the night of the dragon bonfire.
Gwen’s fingers had worked the lacings on her dress free, and they’d talked softly, to keep from noticing how close they stood. They’d been talking, joking—but also not joking—about the work that the world required of women so that men could ride out into adventure and become heroes.
The more I think on it, the more questions I have about that system, Isobelle had said. And then, as Gwen kept pulling on her lacings: Don’t bring it all the way undone, or it’s tricky to put back together again.
The system, or the laces? Gwen had laughed.
Both, Isobelle had whispered.
But it was undone. Isobelle had tugged too hard at the laces, and now she knew she’d never be able to put the world back together the same way.
Now, as Isobelle scanned the gathered men—Orson’s reddened but resolute face, Whimsitt’s darkly angry countenance, Ralph’s predatory, possessive eyes—she realized one more thing: she didn’t want to put it back together.
Last night she had begged Gwen to run away with her, thinking it was the only way to escape their cage—that they had to bend its bars and somehow slither out between them, flee beyond the reach of their jailers.
But the cage wasn’t the ballroom, or the castle, or even the county of Darkhaven—the cage was a part of her, something driven into her by every word and glance and deed of those around her, by every breath she took while accepting she was theirs to keep.
“We live inside cages of your design.” Isobelle’s voice summoned every gaze in the room to fix on her face. “Little boys with wooden swords, and cages that hold us as long as we think we belong inside them. Even when I tried to rebel, I did it within the confines of those bars. I went looking for a champion to keep your knights from claiming me, and in doing so, I agreed you had the right to give me away.”
“I have every right,” Whimsitt snarled. “You think these swords at our belts are toys, girl? That your privilege protects you if you defy your lord?”