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Chapters (48)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Introduction
  4. Endland
  5. About Lisa
  6. Shame Of Shane
  7. Who would dream that truth was lies?
  8. Eve & Mary
  9. Chaikin/Twins
  10. James
  11. The Shell Garages History Of Mud
  12. Kelly
  13. Morton & Kermit
  14. Crash Family Robinson
  15. Wendy’s Daughter
  16. Void House
  17. Jonesey
  18. Killing Of Frank
  19. Arse on Earth
  20. The life, movies & short times of Natalie Gorgeous
  21. German Fokker
  22. Carmen by Bizet
  23. They get you most all gone when you always alone
  24. It is murky and opaque
  25. intentions seem good
  26. Cellar Story
  27. I thought I smelled something dirty
  28. Last of the First 11
  29. The Ant and The Grasshopper
  30. The Chapter
  31. Mission of Jobbin
  32. wanted to get a good look
  33. Taxi Driver
  34. Loose Promise
  35. The children of the rich
  36. The Waters Rising
  37. #Dibber
  38. Long Fainting/Try Saving Again
  39. BureauGrotesque
  40. Anger is Just Sadness Turned Inside Out
  41. Maxine
  42. For the Avoidance of Doubt
  43. now not moving
  44. A Note about Endland
  45. Acknowledgements
  46. Dear readers
  47. This book was made possible thanks to the support of:
  48. About the Author

On the muddy ground Leeham, stood waiting, for what he didn’t know. Sometimes he would shuffle the dead feet, or rock a bit from side to dead side. Or he would close his dead eyes and try to remember something that he was in a process of very rapidly forgetting. His name maybe. Or the face of people he knew or the route from his house to a local off license via his mate’s house whose name he cunt remember. Anyway during a break in the match Captain came over to Leeham and said what was his problem didn’t he want to play and Leeham said no not yet but maybe he would play in a bit like, he was just thinking about it. And Captain said fine then he could just stay there at the touchline if that’s what he felt like and Leeham said OK but then all of a sudden before Captain could leave and get back to the match he (Leeham) start(ed) to cry a bit. And Captain said what’s a matter why you sad like that and Leeham said look up there. And the dead captain followed his gaze/looked up and saw the hole scene with the crash wreck and the stretchers and ambulances and everything and seemed to understand with a nod what L. was talking about but he was like so what, so what. And Leeham said it’s frightening, kinda like frightening me. And the dead Captain shrugged kind of thing and said it is what it is what it is. And Leeham said Bruv he dint like it much to look up there tho cos he was too scared to see a Bad Omen and the Captain kind of laughed a bit under his dead breath and said what did he mean a Bad Omen? and Leeham said he was mostly scared to see his own Dead Self getting carried out of a mangled vehicle covered in Wounds and the Captain said don’t look up there then it’s simple as that don’t look just don’t look up there anymore and Leeham said OK he would not look but tbh it no matter what his brain or mouth said cos of cause his eyes wer the ones that were always drawn back to look in up there and kept glancing back up there, just like eyes to a flame.

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By a round maybe midnight or like 1am tho the trucks on the accident site were all gone and the carriageway was hosed and cleared, broken glass on the hard shoulder, paps long since vanished in pursuit of other nearby professional opportunities that presented themselves to ghouls at that time and the faint smell of imported premium gasoline.