Far from being depressed by ‘illness’ and traumatical end Jobin was inspired by it and next day called home (the guest house lodging where he stayed) to explain a complicated vision and all numbers info he had found. Landlady said he should phone direct to work place not leave a message with her. Jaienbin said he could not speak long they only have given him one phone call maximum.

Land Lady cry oh what happened to him, her favourite, her Jainsben, he said OK, OK he would be OK, he knew he had to die some time, he know he had to die, his name was under decay. Then the call ended and Lan Lady stood alone by telephone in hallway to cry.

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In Waldorf brand hotel room early morning they send in the deep cleaning team to exorcise his wreckage. Pushing all his notes, surveillance, paper work and theories into trash bags and taking to incinerator.

In reception at regional they took out ‘Moose Brand’ sofa and burned it up also, all ceremonial.

Jaisninbin dead in a room with two (2) blacked out windows. Crows outside on non-manicure lawn. (Arisha) and gender nonconf youth at bedside. Soft curtains with elephant pattern and pixels, last words he spoke were in circles – ‘surrender, eternal’ – like he had lost a plot completely and Authorities asked him please not to continue.

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In Endland (sic) those days the crime itself was very hard to thunder.

wanted to get a good look

wanted to get a good look

When they started to carry the bodies out of the basement Michael wanted to get a good look but his brother Jo was like what’s the big deal. That shit is just shit you seen it before on youTubes he said. We seen all that shit before. Jo didn’t care to get up from the table whereat he was cutting the drugs and dividing them by bags like his mom had showed him how to do it, so he stayed there while his bro was staring down out of the window and what was happening down there and sometimes Jo would be laughing to himself.

For Michael though it was just that old thing with ontology again – yeah he might have seen it all before one time on the internets or seen it five (5) times already on Raw-Kuss Behaviour with ‘Smoke’ Newton or he might have seen it ten (10) freakin times on Hot Tub Knife Horrors or Home Waterboarders II, but he had never seen it in real. That still made a differents to him and he said so. ‘I never sawed it in real. That makes all a differents to me’.

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