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Chapters (48)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Introduction
  4. Endland
  5. About Lisa
  6. Shame Of Shane
  7. Who would dream that truth was lies?
  8. Eve & Mary
  9. Chaikin/Twins
  10. James
  11. The Shell Garages History Of Mud
  12. Kelly
  13. Morton & Kermit
  14. Crash Family Robinson
  15. Wendy’s Daughter
  16. Void House
  17. Jonesey
  18. Killing Of Frank
  19. Arse on Earth
  20. The life, movies & short times of Natalie Gorgeous
  21. German Fokker
  22. Carmen by Bizet
  23. They get you most all gone when you always alone
  24. It is murky and opaque
  25. intentions seem good
  26. Cellar Story
  27. I thought I smelled something dirty
  28. Last of the First 11
  29. The Ant and The Grasshopper
  30. The Chapter
  31. Mission of Jobbin
  32. wanted to get a good look
  33. Taxi Driver
  34. Loose Promise
  35. The children of the rich
  36. The Waters Rising
  37. #Dibber
  38. Long Fainting/Try Saving Again
  39. BureauGrotesque
  40. Anger is Just Sadness Turned Inside Out
  41. Maxine
  42. For the Avoidance of Doubt
  43. now not moving
  44. A Note about Endland
  45. Acknowledgements
  46. Dear readers
  47. This book was made possible thanks to the support of:
  48. About the Author

When the Interim Administration collapsed and the soldiers withdrew she was hunted as a collaborator and many of her compatriots and associates from the Hotel old days were killed, brought to justice or forced to live in the mountains as vagabonds or anonymous creatures. Joanne survived though and even prospered. She soon found the patronage of a certain powerful man ( ________ _______ ) who had her do futures for him and the members of his Entourage. The futures she did were still pleasing; warm like the sun, soft like the breathing of a feverish child, sharp like the tongue of a whore.

One day they brought a man by force to her apartments and bade her do futures on him. It was a weird gig – the guy was bound and smelled of fear and possibly faeces, they kept a bag on his head and a gun to his back.

I cannot do futures on a man I cannot see, she said. That is not the way.

So the warriors removed the bindings, and the bag from this man’s head.

The man was very beautiful.

I cannot do futures on a man that has a gun to his back she said.

So the warriors took the gun away and returned it to the locked metal cabinet where weapons were stored.

Then Joanne was nervous. She stepped forwards and laid her fingers at the skin of the captive’s neck whereupon the man stirred and made a animal sound. He looked up and in her eyes but she swiftly looked away. She could feel his futures then, strong like the pulse in his neck but when she spoke she lied, and said no, that she could not find it, that the captive had no futures she could see, only something murky and opaque.

Her patron laughed at this and commanded that she give up nonsense and tell the truth.

Joanne refused.

Six nights they gave her in a prison cell at the Radisson to change her mind and in those nights she thought about her old teachers’ words that her talents might bring both riches and trouble.

On the next day she was taken once again to tell the futures of the captive but the outcome of that meeting is itself murky and opaque, lost in the passage of time, unknown to the poets and in any case not recorded in any version of her tale.

intentions seem good

intentions seem good

Charlene lived her whole life near a park and sometimes if the grass was not turned into mud by rain and if the noise of machinery was not too bad she sat in it and enjoyed the ‘Sunshine’ ©. That was a big pleasure in her life.

One day her life changed tho cos she met a man. That night after she met him she wrote on her hand three words:

intentions seem good

One month later she figured out she was wrong.