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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. CONTENTS
  3. Love
  4. Before
  5. One
  6. ONE
  7. Two
  8. TWO
  9. Three
  10. THREE
  11. Four
  12. FOUR
  13. Five
  14. FIVE
  15. Six
  16. SIX
  17. Seven
  18. SEVEN
  19. Eight
  20. EIGHT
  21. Nine
  22. NINE
  23. Ten
  24. TEN
  25. Eleven
  26. ELEVEN
  27. After
  28. One
  29. ONE
  30. Two
  31. TWO
  32. Three
  33. THREE
  34. Four
  35. FOUR
  36. Five
  37. FIVE
  38. Six
  39. SIX
  40. Seven
  41. SEVEN
  42. Eight
  43. EIGHT
  44. Nine
  45. NINE
  46. Ten
  47. TEN
  48. Eleven
  49. ELEVEN
  50. Twelve
  51. TWELVE
  52. Thirteen
  53. THIRTEEN
  54. Fourteen
  55. FOURTEEN
  56. Fifteen
  57. FIFTEEN
  58. Sixteen
  59. SIXTEEN
  60. Seventeen
  61. SEVENTEEN
  62. Eighteen
  63. EIGHTEEN
  64. Nineteen
  65. NINETEEN
  66. Twenty
  67. TWENTY
  68. Twenty-One
  69. TWENTY-ONE
  70. Twenty-Two
  71. TWENTY-TWO
  72. Twenty-Three
  73. TWENTY-THREE
  74. Twenty-Four
  75. TWENTY-FOUR
  76. Twenty-Five
  77. TWENTY-FIVE
  78. Twenty-Six
  79. TWENTY-SIX
  80. Twenty-Seven
  81. TWENTY-SEVEN
  82. Twenty-Eight
  83. TWENTY-EIGHT
  84. Eleven Months Later
  85. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  86. Copyright

She isn’t all in black like the other two. She’s wearing a long leopard skin skirt and a shirt, the sharp white collar making her skin look even richer, the cotton reflecting off it in a fine silver line that circles her neck.

She smiles. An effort to put me at ease, I suppose, but it doesn’t quite reach her eyes. ‘Hello, Ashana. My name is Deborah. Deborah Archer.’ I watch as she removes her black-rimmed glasses, folding the arms down carefully and curling her fine fingers around them. ‘And you’re Ashana.’

‘How do you know my name?’

The girl in the teddy-bear coat knew my name as well.

How do they know my name?

Deborah doesn’t tell me. ‘Ashana Persaud, is that right?’

She says my surname like most people do – Per-sad – and I correct her. ‘Per-sword.’

I don’t know why it matters.

Force of habit, I guess.

‘Sorry. Ashana Per-sword.’

‘How do you know my name?’ I ask again.

She ignores me again. ‘It’s a pleasure to meet you, Ashana.’

‘I prefer Ash.’ I don’t know why that matters, either.

‘Ash.’ She nods. ‘Well, Ash, this is Isla Devlin. You met earlier.’ She raises her hand and gestures at the girl in the teddy-bear coat. ‘But she prefers Dev.’

Dev. That’s right. She introduced herself outside the mini-mart.

‘And this.’ When Deborah pauses, I detect a hint of exasperation as she gestures at the girl with the curly hair this time. I’ve known her all of three minutes and I don’t think to question what she’s done to warrant it. ‘Is Esen Budak.’

Esen salutes me with two fingers and a smug smile I want to bite off her face.

‘You’re probably wondering why you’re here, aren’t you, Ashana?’

No shit.

‘What do you remember about tonight?’ Deborah prompts when I don’t respond.

I turn my head to look at the girl in the teddy-bear coat. Dev. She smiles and my gaze immediately flicks back to Deborah. She crosses her legs and sits back, her glasses in her hand, and there’s something about the way she tilts her head and looks at me with a sombre sort of concern that makes me feel like I’m in a counselling session. I wait for her to take out a notebook and start writing down everything I say.

‘What’s the last thing you remember, Ashana?’

I hesitate, unsure why she’s asking me that instead of telling me what’s going on.

I wait a beat, hoping that she’ll take the hint and tell me, but she doesn’t flinch and I don’t know whether it’s out of curiosity or politeness, but I find myself answering her. ‘Being outside the mini-mart.’

She nods and I wish she wouldn’t.

It feels like being patted on the head.

‘I remember the car,’ I say carefully. ‘The fireworks.’