Chapters (86)
- Title Page
- CONTENTS
- Love
- Before
- One
- ONE
- Two
- TWO
- Three
- THREE
- Four
- FOUR
- Five
- FIVE
- Six
- SIX
- Seven
- SEVEN
- Eight
- EIGHT
- Nine
- NINE
- Ten
- TEN
- Eleven
- ELEVEN
- After
- One
- ONE
- Two
- TWO
- Three
- THREE
- Four
- FOUR
- Five
- FIVE
- Six
- SIX
- Seven
- SEVEN
- Eight
- EIGHT
- Nine
- NINE
- Ten
- TEN
- Eleven
- ELEVEN
- Twelve
- TWELVE
- Thirteen
- THIRTEEN
- Fourteen
- FOURTEEN
- Fifteen
- FIFTEEN
- Sixteen
- SIXTEEN
- Seventeen
- SEVENTEEN
- Eighteen
- EIGHTEEN
- Nineteen
- NINETEEN
- Twenty
- TWENTY
- Twenty-One
- TWENTY-ONE
- Twenty-Two
- TWENTY-TWO
- Twenty-Three
- TWENTY-THREE
- Twenty-Four
- TWENTY-FOUR
- Twenty-Five
- TWENTY-FIVE
- Twenty-Six
- TWENTY-SIX
- Twenty-Seven
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- Twenty-Eight
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- Eleven Months Later
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- Copyright
She puts her key in the door, nudging it with her hip to get it open. She turns the light on as soon as I follow her in then spins round to face me and points at my jeans. ‘Right. Get ’em off.’
I stare at her, horrified, my eyes wide and my mouth open.
‘I’m kidding!’ She laughs, then tosses her keys on a table under a massive mirror with an elaborate gold frame. She stops to check her reflection in it, fussing over her hair, before walking over to close the front door behind me. I watch her do it and when she comes back to stand in front of me, I finally get a look at the hallway to find that it looks like something from a BBC period drama. Black and white tile floors, a heavy crystal chandelier and a staircase that sweeps up, up, to a domed glass ceiling.
‘Which one’s yours?’ I ask, looking at the doors for the flat numbers, but there aren’t any.
She shrugs. ‘All of it.’
‘This is a house?’ I turn back and blink at her. ‘Like a whole house?’
She nods.
‘How many storeys?’
‘Four and the flat downstairs.’
‘There’s a flat downstairs?’
It’s probably bigger than the one I live in, judging by the size of this hallway.
‘It’s beautiful,’ I say, bending down to unlace my DMs but she gestures at me not to bother taking them off.
‘It’s been in my father’s family since it was built in 1828. They’re the only ones who have ever lived here.’
‘We have a house in Guyana that my great-grandparents built. It’s not as big as this one, obviously, but it has this huge backyard with a cashew tree and a cannonball tree which has these massive fruit-like nuts that look like rusty cannonballs.’ I make a ball with my hands. ‘You can’t eat them, but my grandmother says that when she was a kid and she got toothache, her mother would make her chew on the leaves. The flowers are gorgeous, though. Big and pinky orange and they smell incredible.’
When I look at her, she’s smiling, clearly enchanted by what I’m saying. ‘Who lives there now?’
‘My grandparents. They moved back there a couple of years ago because it was falling apart.’
‘Same with this place. My grandmother was living here until last year, but she couldn’t cope with it. It costs a fortune to maintain and when you add in all the stairs . . .’ She gestures at the staircase. ‘She moved into a home in Rottingdean and as soon as it passed into my father’s hands, he completely gutted the place.’
‘Why?’