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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. CONTENTS
  3. Love
  4. Before
  5. One
  6. ONE
  7. Two
  8. TWO
  9. Three
  10. THREE
  11. Four
  12. FOUR
  13. Five
  14. FIVE
  15. Six
  16. SIX
  17. Seven
  18. SEVEN
  19. Eight
  20. EIGHT
  21. Nine
  22. NINE
  23. Ten
  24. TEN
  25. Eleven
  26. ELEVEN
  27. After
  28. One
  29. ONE
  30. Two
  31. TWO
  32. Three
  33. THREE
  34. Four
  35. FOUR
  36. Five
  37. FIVE
  38. Six
  39. SIX
  40. Seven
  41. SEVEN
  42. Eight
  43. EIGHT
  44. Nine
  45. NINE
  46. Ten
  47. TEN
  48. Eleven
  49. ELEVEN
  50. Twelve
  51. TWELVE
  52. Thirteen
  53. THIRTEEN
  54. Fourteen
  55. FOURTEEN
  56. Fifteen
  57. FIFTEEN
  58. Sixteen
  59. SIXTEEN
  60. Seventeen
  61. SEVENTEEN
  62. Eighteen
  63. EIGHTEEN
  64. Nineteen
  65. NINETEEN
  66. Twenty
  67. TWENTY
  68. Twenty-One
  69. TWENTY-ONE
  70. Twenty-Two
  71. TWENTY-TWO
  72. Twenty-Three
  73. TWENTY-THREE
  74. Twenty-Four
  75. TWENTY-FOUR
  76. Twenty-Five
  77. TWENTY-FIVE
  78. Twenty-Six
  79. TWENTY-SIX
  80. Twenty-Seven
  81. TWENTY-SEVEN
  82. Twenty-Eight
  83. TWENTY-EIGHT
  84. Eleven Months Later
  85. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  86. Copyright

‘It’s ungodly!’

‘Ungodly?’

When I chuckle sourly he glares at me. ‘That’s right. Ungodly. It’s an abomination!’

‘An abomination? If God didn’t want me to be gay, why did he make me this way?’

‘He didn’t make you that way. You choose to be that way. God doesn’t approve of this.’

When he gestures between us, I lean forward. ‘My relationship with God is between us. It’s nothing to do with you or anyone else. Don’t you have anything better to worry about?’

‘Your relationship with God.’ He scoffs. ‘What relationship?’

‘I’ve been going church every Sunday morning my whole life.’

He leans forward, so close that I can see the dot of spit that has settled on his bottom lip. ‘Well, you should know better then, shouldn’t you? The Bible – if you’d read it – clearly says, You shall not lie with a male as with a woman; it is an abomination. Leviticus, chapter eighteen, verse twenty-two. I suggest you look it up.’

‘And I suggest you read a bit further. The next chapter of Leviticus – chapter nineteen, verse twenty-eight, to be precise – says, Do not cut your bodies for the dead or put tattoo marks on yourself.’ I point at the tattoo that spells out Casey in calligraphy on the side of his neck. ‘If you had, you’d know that, wouldn’t you?’

‘Get out of my cab!’ he says again and he looks so mad, I’m sure his head’s going to explode.

It’s enough to make my anger dissolve as I laugh. ‘OK, mate.’

‘I’m not your mate,’ he tells me as I reach for the door handle. ‘Just get out of my cab!’

‘Fine. But we’re not paying you.’ I tell him, one leg already out of the open car door.

‘I don’t want your money! It’s filthy.’

That makes me laugh harder. ‘You should. You’re gonna need it. You’re not going to get much work around here, with that attitude. It’s Brighton. There’s a lot of us here,’ I remind him with a proud smile.

‘And you’re all going to hell!’ he tells me as I climb out of the cab.

‘See you there,’ I tell him, before slamming it shut.

He speeds off, wheels spinning, and Poppy and I look at each other, then burst out laughing.

Luckily, we’re only by Eaton Place, so we can’t be that far from Poppy’s house.

‘Oh, Miss Persaud,’ she says, hand on her chest, putting on a posh accent – or an even posher one, I should say – as we start walking towards Chichester Terrace. ‘You’re ungodly!’

She does it so well that I can’t help but wonder how many people at her school talk like that.

I do the same, even if it isn’t as convincing. ‘And your money is filthy, Miss Morgan.’