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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. CONTENTS
  3. Love
  4. Before
  5. One
  6. ONE
  7. Two
  8. TWO
  9. Three
  10. THREE
  11. Four
  12. FOUR
  13. Five
  14. FIVE
  15. Six
  16. SIX
  17. Seven
  18. SEVEN
  19. Eight
  20. EIGHT
  21. Nine
  22. NINE
  23. Ten
  24. TEN
  25. Eleven
  26. ELEVEN
  27. After
  28. One
  29. ONE
  30. Two
  31. TWO
  32. Three
  33. THREE
  34. Four
  35. FOUR
  36. Five
  37. FIVE
  38. Six
  39. SIX
  40. Seven
  41. SEVEN
  42. Eight
  43. EIGHT
  44. Nine
  45. NINE
  46. Ten
  47. TEN
  48. Eleven
  49. ELEVEN
  50. Twelve
  51. TWELVE
  52. Thirteen
  53. THIRTEEN
  54. Fourteen
  55. FOURTEEN
  56. Fifteen
  57. FIFTEEN
  58. Sixteen
  59. SIXTEEN
  60. Seventeen
  61. SEVENTEEN
  62. Eighteen
  63. EIGHTEEN
  64. Nineteen
  65. NINETEEN
  66. Twenty
  67. TWENTY
  68. Twenty-One
  69. TWENTY-ONE
  70. Twenty-Two
  71. TWENTY-TWO
  72. Twenty-Three
  73. TWENTY-THREE
  74. Twenty-Four
  75. TWENTY-FOUR
  76. Twenty-Five
  77. TWENTY-FIVE
  78. Twenty-Six
  79. TWENTY-SIX
  80. Twenty-Seven
  81. TWENTY-SEVEN
  82. Twenty-Eight
  83. TWENTY-EIGHT
  84. Eleven Months Later
  85. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  86. Copyright

‘She is.’ She lets herself smile this time. ‘She won the Nobel Prize in Physics last year.’

‘No way! For what?’

‘I don’t know.’ She sighs lightly and flicks her hair again as if she doesn’t care, but I can tell that she does. ‘Something to do with the cosmos. She was the first woman to win it in fifty-five years, apparently.’

‘Wow.’

‘I love her. She’s the best mum. Such an inspiration.’ Poppy is practically beaming with pride now, deep dimples I’ve never seen before appearing in her cheeks. ‘She grew up in Whitehawk, you know?’

‘Fuck off did she.’

‘She sure did. Swallow Court.’

‘I live in Kingfisher!’

‘The one with the sea view!’

‘Sea view is pushing it somewhat,’ I concede with another chuckle.

‘I’ve never been there, but she talks about it a lot.’ Poppy nods and smiles to herself. ‘She was born in East County, grew up in Swallow Court, went to Whitehawk High School, like you.’

I grin. ‘Like me.’

‘Then she got a scholarship to Cambridge.’

‘Holy shit.’

‘Are you surprised?’

‘No.’ I shake my head as I think about it. ‘Just hopeful, I guess. For Rosh, I mean. I can see her being Professor Roshaan Persaud one day.’

‘It certainly has a ring to it.’

‘So what did your mum study at Cambridge?’

‘Maths. That’s where my parents met, actually, at university. My father always says that he didn’t have much choice; she was the only woman on their course.’

She laughs, but I don’t.

Is that supposed to be a compliment?

‘Does your dad have a Nobel Prize as well?’

‘Not quite.’ She laughs again, but there’s an edge to it this time. The slightest hint of bitterness.

‘What does he do?’

‘He teaches at the Institute of Astronomy.’

‘Where’s that?’

‘Cambridge.’

‘But I thought they lived on Chichester Terrace?’

How does her father go back and forth to Cambridge every day?

‘They do. They have a house in Cambridge as well. He splits his time between the two.’

Well, I guess that explains why she boards at Roedean if her parents live in Brighton.

She must know what I’m thinking, because she adds, ‘Mum isn’t around much, either.’

‘Yeah?’

‘She travels a lot. Since she did that documentary for the BBC she’s doing more and more TV stuff. Plus, she’s always giving guest lectures. She’s at MIT in the US as we speak, opening a new lab, or something.’

‘That must be . . .’ It takes me a second to think of the word. ‘. . . disorienting for them.’

I’m not sure I’d like that. I need my stuff. My bed. My pillow. My towel.

I need to walk in somewhere and know that I’m at home.

‘I guess, but she loves it. Dad, not so much.’

‘How come?’

‘Because she’s more successful than he is.’

I whistle, my eyes wide at her ruthless honesty.