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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. CONTENTS
  3. Love
  4. Before
  5. One
  6. ONE
  7. Two
  8. TWO
  9. Three
  10. THREE
  11. Four
  12. FOUR
  13. Five
  14. FIVE
  15. Six
  16. SIX
  17. Seven
  18. SEVEN
  19. Eight
  20. EIGHT
  21. Nine
  22. NINE
  23. Ten
  24. TEN
  25. Eleven
  26. ELEVEN
  27. After
  28. One
  29. ONE
  30. Two
  31. TWO
  32. Three
  33. THREE
  34. Four
  35. FOUR
  36. Five
  37. FIVE
  38. Six
  39. SIX
  40. Seven
  41. SEVEN
  42. Eight
  43. EIGHT
  44. Nine
  45. NINE
  46. Ten
  47. TEN
  48. Eleven
  49. ELEVEN
  50. Twelve
  51. TWELVE
  52. Thirteen
  53. THIRTEEN
  54. Fourteen
  55. FOURTEEN
  56. Fifteen
  57. FIFTEEN
  58. Sixteen
  59. SIXTEEN
  60. Seventeen
  61. SEVENTEEN
  62. Eighteen
  63. EIGHTEEN
  64. Nineteen
  65. NINETEEN
  66. Twenty
  67. TWENTY
  68. Twenty-One
  69. TWENTY-ONE
  70. Twenty-Two
  71. TWENTY-TWO
  72. Twenty-Three
  73. TWENTY-THREE
  74. Twenty-Four
  75. TWENTY-FOUR
  76. Twenty-Five
  77. TWENTY-FIVE
  78. Twenty-Six
  79. TWENTY-SIX
  80. Twenty-Seven
  81. TWENTY-SEVEN
  82. Twenty-Eight
  83. TWENTY-EIGHT
  84. Eleven Months Later
  85. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  86. Copyright

‘First of all, they’re disgusting,’ Esen tells me, pulling me back. ‘I don’t even need to have tried a vegan hot dog to know that. Second of all, stop sulking and come to the party.’

‘I’m not sulking,’ I say, but it kind of sounds like I am.

‘Come, then.’

‘Why the sudden change of heart?’

She huffs again. ‘Dev heard us yelling in the street.’

‘Did Deborah hear?’ I ask, sitting a little straighter.

‘No. She was busy with a customer, thankfully.’

‘A customer?’ I blink, unsure if I heard her correctly.

‘I know,’ Esen says with a chuckle. ‘He wanted some random book and we actually had it, can you believe?’

‘I cannot.’

‘Anyway, she didn’t hear, but Dev did and ripped me a new one.’

‘Oh.’ I nod, even though she can’t see me. ‘So that’s why you suddenly want us to come.’

‘No,’ Esen says defensively. ‘I mean, it might have given me the kick up the arse I needed to realise that I was being an asshole—’

‘So, you concede that you were being an asshole?’ I interrupt with a smug smile.

‘Yes,’ she says and even down the phone, I can tell that she’s saying it through her teeth. ‘I can admit that. I can also admit that none of this would have happened if I hadn’t taken you to the cemetery.’

‘I’m glad you did,’ I say as I watch Poppy picking the pistachios off her bun and popping them into her mouth.

‘And I can admit that I’ve forgotten.’

‘Forgotten what?’

‘What it was like to feel that way about someone.’ She pauses to sigh tenderly. ‘It’s been so long.’

I nod again.

‘Anyway, come to the party,’ she says, more softly this time. ‘Dev wants you here. I want you here.’

‘What about Poppy?’

‘Don’t worry,’ she says and she sounds much calmer than the last time we spoke about this. ‘It’s only the second week in January. No one’s met all the new reapers yet. It could work.’

‘You think?’ I ask, glancing at Poppy again, who is licking icing from her fingers.

‘Yeah, we’ll try the Hastings thing. I doubt there’ll be anyone here from Hastings.’

I hear the we and smile. ‘Well, if you think it will work.’

‘It will if you just be cool and don’t do anything to draw attention to yourselves.’

‘OK,’ I promise. ‘We’re leaving now.’

Esen hangs up without saying goodbye and when I look at Poppy, she’s grinning at me.

‘Are we going to the party?’

‘Yes,’ I say, but before she gets too excited, I hold up my finger. ‘On one condition.’

She eyes me suspiciously. ‘What?’

‘Call your dad.’

‘No.’ She shakes her head. ‘Absolutely not.’