Chapters (86)
- Title Page
- CONTENTS
- Love
- Before
- One
- ONE
- Two
- TWO
- Three
- THREE
- Four
- FOUR
- Five
- FIVE
- Six
- SIX
- Seven
- SEVEN
- Eight
- EIGHT
- Nine
- NINE
- Ten
- TEN
- Eleven
- ELEVEN
- After
- One
- ONE
- Two
- TWO
- Three
- THREE
- Four
- FOUR
- Five
- FIVE
- Six
- SIX
- Seven
- SEVEN
- Eight
- EIGHT
- Nine
- NINE
- Ten
- TEN
- Eleven
- ELEVEN
- Twelve
- TWELVE
- Thirteen
- THIRTEEN
- Fourteen
- FOURTEEN
- Fifteen
- FIFTEEN
- Sixteen
- SIXTEEN
- Seventeen
- SEVENTEEN
- Eighteen
- EIGHTEEN
- Nineteen
- NINETEEN
- Twenty
- TWENTY
- Twenty-One
- TWENTY-ONE
- Twenty-Two
- TWENTY-TWO
- Twenty-Three
- TWENTY-THREE
- Twenty-Four
- TWENTY-FOUR
- Twenty-Five
- TWENTY-FIVE
- Twenty-Six
- TWENTY-SIX
- Twenty-Seven
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- Twenty-Eight
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- Eleven Months Later
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- Copyright
The last time I was at this end of the beach was for the reaper party. It’s empty now, but I still insist that Poppy and I hide behind one of the coaches parked up on the road while Esen escorts Alfie Fuller across to Charon. If I had my way, we wouldn’t even be this close, but Poppy was determined to watch.
‘I can’t see anything from here,’ she says with a pout, poking her head out from behind the coach.
‘You can’t see anything, though, can you?’ I remind her, tugging her back by her sleeve. ‘I told you, only Esen and I can see Alfie. How do you think we can escort them down here without anyone noticing?’
Poppy looks genuinely disappointed. ‘I thought maybe.’
I hope maybe never, I think as Esen strides back to us, curls bobbing.
‘All good?’ I ask when she finds us behind the coach.
‘Won him over in the end, didn’t I?’
‘How is it that I’ve done over a dozen reaps with Dev and no one has ever done a runner?’
Esen just smiles and turns up the collar of her coat.
We agree to go back to the bookshop, deciding that I should show my face before Deborah gets too suspicious. Poppy must be tired, because she suggests we take the bus back into town, but when we tell her that we prefer to walk as we’re less likely to draw attention to ourselves, she books a cab on her phone. I’m not entirely convinced that’s much better, but the driver is so embroiled in a heated discussion on his hands-free when he pulls up at Duke’s Mound that he barely looks at us as we clamber into the back seat.
When he drops us on North Road, Esen offers to stay with Poppy, who’s decided that she wants to try all the teas at Bird & Blend. Unless she chokes on a dried rose petal, she’ll be fine so, content that she’s safe with Esen, I head to the bookshop. As soon as I’m through the door, I say hello to Dev, who is lying on the sofa reading a book, a pair of chunky boots I’ve never seen her wearing resting on the arm. I turn to greet Deborah, but when I see that she isn’t behind the counter, I hesitate, looking around the bookshop to find that it’s just Dev and me. Deborah is always here – always – but before I can ask Dev where she is, she emerges from one of the stacks holding a feather duster.
‘Miss Persaud.’
She’s changed again, this time into a fitted white shirt that’s tucked into a pair of black cropped trousers and glossy brogues, and is very Audrey Hepburn.
‘How was the Manor?’ she asks, leaning against one of the bookshelves. ‘Any problems?’