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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. CONTENTS
  3. Love
  4. Before
  5. One
  6. ONE
  7. Two
  8. TWO
  9. Three
  10. THREE
  11. Four
  12. FOUR
  13. Five
  14. FIVE
  15. Six
  16. SIX
  17. Seven
  18. SEVEN
  19. Eight
  20. EIGHT
  21. Nine
  22. NINE
  23. Ten
  24. TEN
  25. Eleven
  26. ELEVEN
  27. After
  28. One
  29. ONE
  30. Two
  31. TWO
  32. Three
  33. THREE
  34. Four
  35. FOUR
  36. Five
  37. FIVE
  38. Six
  39. SIX
  40. Seven
  41. SEVEN
  42. Eight
  43. EIGHT
  44. Nine
  45. NINE
  46. Ten
  47. TEN
  48. Eleven
  49. ELEVEN
  50. Twelve
  51. TWELVE
  52. Thirteen
  53. THIRTEEN
  54. Fourteen
  55. FOURTEEN
  56. Fifteen
  57. FIFTEEN
  58. Sixteen
  59. SIXTEEN
  60. Seventeen
  61. SEVENTEEN
  62. Eighteen
  63. EIGHTEEN
  64. Nineteen
  65. NINETEEN
  66. Twenty
  67. TWENTY
  68. Twenty-One
  69. TWENTY-ONE
  70. Twenty-Two
  71. TWENTY-TWO
  72. Twenty-Three
  73. TWENTY-THREE
  74. Twenty-Four
  75. TWENTY-FOUR
  76. Twenty-Five
  77. TWENTY-FIVE
  78. Twenty-Six
  79. TWENTY-SIX
  80. Twenty-Seven
  81. TWENTY-SEVEN
  82. Twenty-Eight
  83. TWENTY-EIGHT
  84. Eleven Months Later
  85. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  86. Copyright

She sticks her head out of the kitchen door. ‘Yeah?’

‘Can you come here please?’

I immediately panic, wondering what she’s done wrong, but Dev doesn’t seem concerned as she shuts the door of the washing machine with her knee and turns it on. I make sure she goes first, following her down the stairs. As we stroll back into the bookshop, Esen is leaning against the counter, looking bored, as always.

‘There you are,’ Deborah says, peering at us over her glasses as we walk around the counter to stand by Esen.

‘What’s up?’ Dev asks with an eager smile.

‘I need you to go to the Pier.’ She pulls a Post-it note from the top of the pad and hands it to her. ‘Drowning.’

‘Another one?’ Esen doesn’t look amused. ‘What’s going on today? We’ve had, like, three reaps already?’

Deborah shakes her head. ‘Must be something in the water.’

‘Literally,’ Dev chuckles, holding up the Post-it note, then turns to me. ‘Let’s go, Ash.’

‘No,’ Deborah says, holding up her hand. I look at her with a frown. ‘You can’t swim, can you, Ash?’

How did she know that?

‘Besides, we have three at once.’

She pulls another Post-it note from the pad and hands it to Esen, and another to me.

Esen looks at me, then at Deborah. ‘She’s not ready.’

‘It’s been almost two weeks. You did your first reap by yourself within twelve hours,’ Deborah reminds her.

‘Yes, but you forget, I was already dead inside. Dying just made it official.’

Deborah chuckles, looking at Dev, who is standing next to me in the middle of the shop, her lips parted. ‘Dev, you said that Ash has been doing well, right? That you haven’t had any issues.’

Dev looks at me, but when I raise my eyelashes to meet her gaze, she looks away.

She nods at Deborah and Esen stares at her, her eyes wide, as though she’s just been slapped across the face. When Esen recovers she turns back to Deborah, her hands pressed to the counter.

‘She’s not ready,’ she says again, her voice lower. Firmer.

‘Well, we have three at once in three different parts of Brighton, so now is as good a time as any,’ Deborah tells her, handing her one of the Post-it notes. She holds up the other one to me. ‘Well, come on, then.’

I walk over to the counter, aware of Dev and Esen staring at me as Deborah hands the Post-it note to me.

‘Saltdean? That isn’t our patch,’ Esen says, reading it before I do.

Deborah looks down at her notebook. ‘Katrina’s busy with another reap so asked if we could help.’

‘Get someone else to do it. Ask Danica. I’m sure she’d do it.’

‘Ash is ready.’ Deborah looks up at me with a firm smile. ‘Aren’t you, Ash?’