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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Nessa frowned but grudgingly agreed—the fear that had shaped their morning was waning with each passing hour.

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When Myntas finally returned, he came carrying a large woven basket. “Look what I’ve found for you.” Coming around the booth, he put the basket beside Rae. “Perfectly daughter-Rae-sized.”

It was perfectly sized; Rae, peering within, could easily see herself curled inside the reedy structure. But drawing close… something… oh, something was wrong. Leaning over it, she felt a sudden welling of terror and grief; she smelled something that seemed all dark terror and grief, and she clapped her hand to her mouth and nose, desperate to be away.

Myntas, seeing her expression, dipped his round head and took a deep whiff. “Yes, sorry for that.” Reaching inside, he pulled out a dark raggedy thing and held it aloft for Mop and Nessa to see. “I got the basket from a furrier who used it for his pelts. Some have a fairly musky odor, but I thought she could hide beneath this one”—he shook the raggedy thing—“in case anyone looks inside.” Still holding the dark thing, he knelt beside Rae. “It’s not so bad, is it? Just to hide you for a while?”

Rae stared at the thing. Some rough fur, still almost in the shape of something. What was it? What had it been? Some four-legged beast. Even the almost-shape made her want to cry. Her chin trembled. She looked away, unable to bring herself to answer.

“Of course not,” said Mop. “It’s perfect. How can we thank you, Myntas?”

“No need. No, keep that.” Myntas nudged aside Mop’s proffered coins. “I traded it for an old nanny goat I’ll be glad not to lead home, and I’ll be gladder still to know I helped keep your daughter safe.” He rested his hand on Mop’s shoulder. “I’ll be back before the market closes to help you carry Rae out.”

“I’m sure I can manage—”

“Nonsense. It will be too awkward to carry easily.”

As Myntas disappeared into the crowds, Nessa encouraged Rae to climb into her new hiding place. “Won’t you be more comfortable here than under the fleece?”

But Rae, shuddering again at the musty smell permeating the reeds, shook her head at Ness.

“Rae.” Nessa frowned. “Don’t be ungrateful. Myntas has done us a great kindness. I think he must have traded more than two old nannies for this.…”

“It’s not…” Rae flushed. “I know this was kind. But, Ness—” How could she make her understand? “It’s… it’s terrible,” she said at last, lamely.

“A smell will not hurt you.” Nessa glowered but did not push further. “If you’d rather sit sweating under the fleece until we leave…” She pulled the wool around Rae’s ears.

Yes, Rae thought. She would rather sweat under the fleece all day than ever, ever be near the smell that was all terror and darkness and grief.

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