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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Still lost in the cave of these dreams, she woke to Mop’s entering footstep. In the faint light of earliest dawn, she struggled to throw off her confusion, to make sense of Mop cleaning his hands, wiping his brow, sitting heavily beside Ness on the bed. “Ness.” He rested his palm on her shoulder.

In the half dark, blanket tight under her chin, Rae watched Ness sit up, startle, then rush to search through her shelves.

Rae saw at once she was gathering medicines. “What’s happened?” Throwing off her bedclothes, the last of her confusion gone, she hurried to Mop.

“Rae, shh, I’m all right.” Mop’s voice was tired. “It’s all done.”

“All done?” Rae’s voice quavered.

Ness, raising a lantern, gently nudged Rae. “Make room, daughter. Your father needs his wound stitched closed.”

In the yellow light, Rae saw for the first time Mop’s leg, a great gash across his thigh. “Oh no, no!” She put her hand to her mouth. “Mop!”

Her fear for her father churned against her fear for the wolf. What had the wolf done to Mop? What had Mop done to him? Reeling, she grasped at Mop’s arm.

“Shh, Rae. It’s not so much. Shh. Give Ness room. I’ve had worse in my time—Ness will have me whole before the sun rises. And besides, it’s all done—just a lone male, no others with him to worry about now.”

“All done?” Rae repeated. She backed away, eyes still fixed on Mop’s leg. She seemed to feel the gash, angry and red, deep in her own body. “But what happened?” she whispered.

Mop, focused on Ness and the needle, did not look up.

“Did he…,” Rae tried. “Did…” She could not bear it. Turning, she ran out into the dawn.

“Rae!” she heard behind, but no one followed.

Mop’s fire was still smoldering, coals deep orange in the misty light. The sheep, flocked together by the stream, knocked against one another, agitated, unnerved. Rae glanced about, trying to see through the fog veiling the field. Farther into the meadow, a lamb lay apart from the flock, its small body an unnatural curl in the haze.

Even through the fog, she could see the strangeness of its splayed-out limbs, the uncanny angle of its neck. “Oh.” Her chin quivered. The poor thing. Crossing to the lamb, she tried not to look at the gash in the belly. She took its heavy head in her hands. Its eyes—rimmed by pale, downy lashes, unblinking and still—were dark and unseeing. “I’m sorry,” she whispered. She stroked the lamb’s nose and laid its head gently down again in the damp grass. Heart sinking, she looked beyond.

Another curl in the mist, another curl in the field—the grass wreathed around a shadowy form. Rae, breath tight, could scarcely will her feet forward.

A mound of dark fur, a wide rib cage, a great hairy mass. The body seemed impossibly large—was the wolf so big?—and impossibly still—no breath stirring in the broad chest. She could not look, she could not. She knew what she would see.