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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Alba, wiping her eyes, started. “Do not be afraid…,” she repeated, as Maurus nodded. “She told me the same. Or—I dreamed she did. I think she meant”—she gestured to her bed—“I might die.”

“I think she meant something else,” he said. “I think she meant this. Now. I think this is why—even though the priests might need you to take her place, they cannot call for you to be returned. You’ve been asked to stay.”

Alba glanced about. “Here?”

Maurus nodded. “When the advisors saw all you’d written below about the king and the realm, and even the twins who’d been abandoned, when they saw how much you understood about the land and its people… they wrote to ask if you might stay. To guide them, at least for a time, in all the decisions.”

“Me?” Alba touched her brow. Her head ached with injury and disorientation.

“There’s no heir.”

“No, there is,” Alba said. “But…” She glanced around the vast chamber, its cold white walls. “She doesn’t want this.” She looked at Maurus and the sea of nodding heads. “I don’t want this,” she whispered. “I’m not a king.”

“You needn’t be a king,” he said. “And you needn’t stay forever. But even the priests have not read as much as you. As a group perhaps, but not one all himself—”

“You have,” Alba interrupted. “You’ve read all I have. You brought the parchments to me.”

“But you,” he continued, “you listened to people, as oracle, you listened to what troubles they face. I know how you always tried to show people the better path in their future—yes”—he said over her shaking head—“the oracle told me how you even ignored the waters, how you paid attention instead to who people were when they stood before you. She told me how you always strove to help and give hope to those who came to you. Think how you might help so many now.”

Alba trembled. “I don’t want to be king,” she said.

“The oracle told me to tell you, too, oh, now I remember, Mirrors can be instruments of light. Do you know what she meant by this?”

Alba, quiet, did not answer. “I’m not meant to be king,” she said in a smaller voice.

“Advise us,” said one of the nodding heads. “We have not found the king. At least advise us until he can be found. For instance, right now, a line of supplicants waits on the steps. Should we send them away as the king bid us do? Or would you, as oracle, as former oracle-apprentice, wish to hear them?”

“People are waiting outside?” Alba asked.

The scribe with the regretful, rheumy eyes stepped forward again. “Two score and six,” he read from a tablet, hesitating, looking searchingly at her. “One seeks assistance with his shop lost to fire. Another begs clemency; the theft was accidental, he says, the donkey he stole so much like his own—”

“Why do they wait in the sun?” Alba asked. “Surely we can help with these things.” Pushing herself up from the pillows, she took Maurus’s proffered arm. She stood unsteadily.