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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

“It’s me,” the girl broke in. “Only me, the daughter of shepherds. Tell them.” The girl turned to Alba. “Tell them I’m the one they are seeking.”

Alba’s throat was tight. She’d fibbed, she’d lied, she’d made up a prophecy of the heir—the heirs!—traveling on their own to the king, and here was the girl anyway, come true despite the lie. She’d not been able to stop the king’s desperate search… and now how could she reveal this girl, even to free the others? “I…,” she began, but she could not determine what words would keep the girl safe. “I, the oracle-app-apprentice…,” she stammered, desperate to say the right thing. She could not leave the girl to the king and his worm-mouthed advisor.

“Never mind, never mind,” said the advisor, as though kindly. A set of knobbed fingers patted her shoulder. “It’s difficult. I see. Perhaps some help?” He crooked a knuckle at a guard on the far side of the chamber.

Disappearing through a door, the guard returned moments later, a mottled mob shambling in around him. “In you go! In you go!” He herded the mottled throng into the room. It shuffled, stumbled, dispersed.

The heir let out a small cry. Alba, too, felt alarm scrabbling out of her throat. She put her hand to her mouth—Oh!

“You see, Apprentice”—soft as a worm, the advisor murmured next to her ear—“here are the ones whose birth we cannot determine.”

A faint ringing—Alba could find no words to shape thoughts.

She tried to count. Recount. Thirty? No, that was wrong. Fifty? More?

She heard the heir—a horrified whisper: “Let them go!”

Children. The children.

They did not look like children. They had the shape of children—knobby knees and elbows, too-long limbs on still-small bodies—but they had no roundness in their cheeks. No softness about their eyes. No light in their eyes. Their skin did not glow as other children’s did—warm with health and promise. They looked emptied, hollow but for their bones, no emotion, even, to fill out their gray forms.

Perhaps Alba looked the same way.

If the king felt any twinge of doubt or guilt seeing these children, his face, pudding-smooth, did not betray it.

“Alba,” came a whisper from the crowd.

Her eyes flickered over the group; she could not see who was speaking.

“She didn’t help,” came another voice. Flat. Defeated. “Just as I said.”

“No, she didn’t,” the governor-advisor tutted, his voice dripping, honey-sweet. “And she isn’t helping now.”

“I’m sorry!” Alba cried, still unable to see. “I’m sorry!”

And then she spotted them—the little boy who’d held her hand in the wagon, the older boy who’d spoken so cynically. Clothes just rags and filth, they stood near the edge, the older trying to keep the younger from running to her.

Meeting the older boy’s eyes, she saw not blame or anger as she’d expected, but sorrow… sorrow and, perhaps, pity—the mirror of her own.

Leaving Alba among the guards, the governor-advisor crossed to the children and pulled the little boy close. He squirmed, trying to get away. “Alba, Alba.” The boy repeated her name as though it were a spell to set things right. “Alba!”