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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Rlpt.

She tasted dirt. Something salty and thick. Blood. She’d bitten her lip. And the sound… why was she making that sound? Rlpt. It was beside her. Nearly on her. Warm. Ripping.

Rlpt.

It sounded like mouth. Like teeth and flesh. And there was a smell—something humid and raw. Like berries, but darker. She reached and touched something plush. Something dense as a rabbit. But wet. Full of heat. The heat was near her legs, warm and wet just by her calves.

Rlpt.

Consciousness came in a flood of panic. The sound was with her. She sat up, head swimming, desperate to see, but the night was too heavy. She groped, kicking, trying to back away, the warm squelch-ing thing falling aside, and found herself against the trunk of a tree. Her heart lurched, rhythm too large for her chest—

Something was moving beside her.

She did not breathe.

There was a stepping, tsptsp. A sniffing. Something brushed over her foot. With a cry, she yanked it away.

The thing snuffled closer. Eyes wide, she saw only darkness in darkness. Terror growing, she scrabbled, trying to stand, to run, but before she could move, the rising moon slipped from behind the clouds.

For a moment, in the silver light, Rae saw only beast—rough teeth and rough fur and rough shape—but a second later, the shape transformed into wolf, wolf, wolf. A pair of eyes—gray as forest shadows—met hers. Relief rushed into her lungs—Ah, there you are. She stopped struggling. The wolf hovered, nose whuffling at her feet.

“Wolf,” she whispered, all fear gone with his name.

He’d followed. All this way. He’d followed her.

The moon now fully out from behind the clouds, she could see him, see the dark shape of the thing he had been eating, the glint of light on its wet organs and bones. “Oh…” She grimaced and looked away.

The wolf, settling himself by her feet, returned to his prey. Though he did not touch her, she felt his warmth against her soles. In the dark, Rae listened to the terrible eating—the violent noise of nature. She tried to block the sound, tried not to think of the ferocity of the creature that had dragged another animal here through the dirt, something it now ate with brutish macerations.

Not brutish, she thought. That was the wrong word. The wolf was just behaving according to his nature.

Not far away, she heard another sound—a snort, a stomping. Rising, swaying a little, hand on her brow, she picked her way through the trees. Leaving his prey, the wolf followed at her heels. She found the horse not far up the path, the loose reins having snagged on a branch.

Seeing the wolf, the horse buffeted uneasily against the trees, but at Rae’s calm hand, it settled, sides no longer heaving.

Untangling the leather, Rae patted its damp neck. “Good horse,” she breathed.

Ears pricked, the wolf waited patiently. Rae gazed down the path, its space opening silver in the darkness. How much farther to the king? It was a three-day walk, Mop had told her once, to the palace, but on horseback? From here? Perhaps not half that?