Back With or Without You
Chapters (84)
  1. Chapter one
  2. Chapter two
  3. Chapter three
  4. Chapter four
  5. Chapter five
  6. Chapter six
  7. Chapter seven
  8. Chapter eight
  9. Chapter nine
  10. Chapter ten
  11. Chapter eleven
  12. Chapter twelve
  13. Chapter thirteen
  14. Chapter fourteen
  15. Chapter fifteen
  16. Chapter sixteen
  17. Chapter seventeen
  18. Chapter eighteen
  19. Chapter nineteen
  20. Chapter twenty
  21. Chapter twenty-one
  22. Chapter twenty-two
  23. Chapter twenty-three
  24. Chapter twenty-four
  25. Chapter twenty-five
  26. Chapter twenty-six
  27. Chapter twenty-seven
  28. Chapter twenty-eight
  29. Chapter twenty-nine
  30. Chapter thirty
  31. Chapter thirty-one
  32. Chapter thirty-two
  33. Chapter thirty-three
  34. Chapter thirty-four
  35. Chapter thirty-five
  36. Chapter thirty-six
  37. Chapter thirty-seven
  38. Chapter thirty-eight
  39. Chapter thirty-nine
  40. Chapter forty
  41. Chapter forty-one
  42. Chapter forty-two
  43. Chapter forty-three
  44. Chapter forty-four
  45. Chapter forty-five
  46. Chapter forty-six
  47. Chapter forty-seven
  48. Chapter forty-eight
  49. Chapter forty-nine
  50. Chapter fifty
  51. Chapter fifty-one
  52. Chapter fifty-two
  53. Chapter fifty-three
  54. Chapter fifty-four
  55. Chapter fifty-five
  56. Chapter fifty-six
  57. Chapter fifty-seven
  58. Chapter fifty-eight
  59. Chapter fifty-nine
  60. Chapter sixty
  61. Chapter sixty-one
  62. Chapter sixty-two
  63. Chapter sixty-three
  64. Chapter sixty-four
  65. Chapter sixty-five
  66. Chapter sixty-six
  67. Chapter sixty-seven
  68. Chapter sixty-eight
  69. Chapter sixty-nine
  70. Chapter seventy
  71. Chapter seventy-one
  72. Chapter seventy-two
  73. Chapter seventy-three
  74. Chapter seventy-four
  75. Chapter seventy-five
  76. Chapter seventy-six
  77. Chapter seventy-seven
  78. Chapter seventy-eight
  79. Chapter seventy-nine
  80. Chapter eighty
  81. Chapter eighty-one
  82. Chapter eighty-two
  83. Chapter eighty-three
  84. Chapter eighty-four

Despite his sleepy state, Jake was aware that he felt vaguely put out. ‘Clubbing? I like clubbing.’ Although he could only remember once in living memory that he’d been to a club and that had been the start of all this business. He didn’t think he was too enamoured with the idea of Neve going to a club on her own—not now that he knew exactly the sort of thing she was likely to get up to. ‘Can’t I come too?’

‘Saturday is girls’ night.’ Neve pouted. ‘We always go to Blackout.’

Jake propped himself up in her bed. ‘This wasn’t quite how I’d imagined our first weekend.’ He took her hand and tried to pull her back towards him. ‘I thought we’d have a romantic dinner for two.’ He gave her his most appealing smile. ‘Somewhere special.’

Neve wriggled away from him. ‘Then you should have given me more notice,’ she said. ‘I’ve already arranged it.’

She blew him a kiss across the room.

‘What am I going to do?’

‘I don’t know.’ Neve grinned. ‘Phone Pip. I can’t organise your life for you. You’re a big boy.’

Jake rolled over. ‘Flattery will get you everywhere.’

‘Not now or I’ll be late,’ she said, and with that she left.

Jake watched her go with an empty feeling inside. He heard the familiar purr of her BMW as it started and a screech of tyres as she shot off down the road. He rolled over again, but he was awake now and there was no way he was going to be able to get back to sleep without some sexual relief. And there was no way he was going to do it for himself—that held too many bitter memories.

‘Bloody hell,’ Jake muttered to himself. ‘I didn’t even get a cup of coffee.’

He forced himself out of bed and wrapped a towel round his waist. What could he do when he hadn’t got any of his stuff here? He didn’t even have a dressing-gown, let alone his squash gear. At some point soon, he was going to have to go back and face Lyssa to collect some of his clothes and a few essential items.