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Chapters (84)
  1. Chapter one
  2. Chapter two
  3. Chapter three
  4. Chapter four
  5. Chapter five
  6. Chapter six
  7. Chapter seven
  8. Chapter eight
  9. Chapter nine
  10. Chapter ten
  11. Chapter eleven
  12. Chapter twelve
  13. Chapter thirteen
  14. Chapter fourteen
  15. Chapter fifteen
  16. Chapter sixteen
  17. Chapter seventeen
  18. Chapter eighteen
  19. Chapter nineteen
  20. Chapter twenty
  21. Chapter twenty-one
  22. Chapter twenty-two
  23. Chapter twenty-three
  24. Chapter twenty-four
  25. Chapter twenty-five
  26. Chapter twenty-six
  27. Chapter twenty-seven
  28. Chapter twenty-eight
  29. Chapter twenty-nine
  30. Chapter thirty
  31. Chapter thirty-one
  32. Chapter thirty-two
  33. Chapter thirty-three
  34. Chapter thirty-four
  35. Chapter thirty-five
  36. Chapter thirty-six
  37. Chapter thirty-seven
  38. Chapter thirty-eight
  39. Chapter thirty-nine
  40. Chapter forty
  41. Chapter forty-one
  42. Chapter forty-two
  43. Chapter forty-three
  44. Chapter forty-four
  45. Chapter forty-five
  46. Chapter forty-six
  47. Chapter forty-seven
  48. Chapter forty-eight
  49. Chapter forty-nine
  50. Chapter fifty
  51. Chapter fifty-one
  52. Chapter fifty-two
  53. Chapter fifty-three
  54. Chapter fifty-four
  55. Chapter fifty-five
  56. Chapter fifty-six
  57. Chapter fifty-seven
  58. Chapter fifty-eight
  59. Chapter fifty-nine
  60. Chapter sixty
  61. Chapter sixty-one
  62. Chapter sixty-two
  63. Chapter sixty-three
  64. Chapter sixty-four
  65. Chapter sixty-five
  66. Chapter sixty-six
  67. Chapter sixty-seven
  68. Chapter sixty-eight
  69. Chapter sixty-nine
  70. Chapter seventy
  71. Chapter seventy-one
  72. Chapter seventy-two
  73. Chapter seventy-three
  74. Chapter seventy-four
  75. Chapter seventy-five
  76. Chapter seventy-six
  77. Chapter seventy-seven
  78. Chapter seventy-eight
  79. Chapter seventy-nine
  80. Chapter eighty
  81. Chapter eighty-one
  82. Chapter eighty-two
  83. Chapter eighty-three
  84. Chapter eighty-four

Dean is walking behind me and as he gets nearer I hear him whistling softly under his breath. I turn and grin at him. He winks at me. ‘That’s better,’ he says. ‘It’s the first time I’ve seen you smile. I hope there’s going to be more where that came from.’

‘I think so,’ I answer and a weight lifts from my heart. My little friend skips along beside me, her tiny hand so trusting in mine as she leads me along and I suddenly realise that my nerves have melted clean away. My step is confident and free. Dean grins back at me. I haven’t felt this light or carefree in a very long time. There’s a serious danger that I might actually be enjoying myself.

Dean reaches down to Sajani and swings her onto his strong shoulders, both of them chattering away in Nepalese.

‘What is she saying?’ I ask when I hear Dean laugh.

‘Sajani thinks you are a very beautiful woman,’ he answers. Then he catches my eye. ‘And I told her that I agree.’

I’m so shocked that I nearly fall off the path and into the paddy field. Dean and Sajani giggle again as he grabs me and holds me steady.

‘Hey,’ Dean says, ‘I’d better keep my compliments to myself if that’s the effect they have. We don’t want any accidents on your first day. Otherwise, I might have to swing you up onto my shoulders too.’

‘I’m fine,’ I say, straightening my baseball cap with a nervous cough. ‘Absolutely fine. Just fine.’

I wonder what my sister would think if she could see me now.

Chapter twenty-nine

Chapter twenty-nine

‘Have we arranged to meet here so that you can tell me why you’ve got a pouty lip?’ Pip crossed his legs and sipped at his Peroni beer.

Jake gazed out of the window of the Pig in Muck pub, out over a road gridlocked by taxis in every shade of the rainbow except the traditional black. This was a trendy place where advertising and media types mingled with City boys in the meagre fifteen minutes that generally counted as a lunch-break. It could take all of that time to get served in here. Today they had been lucky. Two beers and two rather limp sausage sandwiches were providing adequate sustenance. Jake chewed on his before he said thoughtfully: ‘My heart is a burdened thing.’

‘Oh dear,’ Pip said. ‘This doesn’t sound good.’

Jake turned from the window, returning his wistful stare to his friend instead. ‘You know that Neve nicked the egg project from under my nose.’

‘I did know that, I’m afraid,’ Pip told him.

Jake sighed heavily.

‘I’d be very careful there,’ his friend warned. ‘She’s stolen your heart and now she seems to be working the same magic on your client portfolio.’

‘You don’t trust her, do you?’