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Chapters (84)
  1. Chapter one
  2. Chapter two
  3. Chapter three
  4. Chapter four
  5. Chapter five
  6. Chapter six
  7. Chapter seven
  8. Chapter eight
  9. Chapter nine
  10. Chapter ten
  11. Chapter eleven
  12. Chapter twelve
  13. Chapter thirteen
  14. Chapter fourteen
  15. Chapter fifteen
  16. Chapter sixteen
  17. Chapter seventeen
  18. Chapter eighteen
  19. Chapter nineteen
  20. Chapter twenty
  21. Chapter twenty-one
  22. Chapter twenty-two
  23. Chapter twenty-three
  24. Chapter twenty-four
  25. Chapter twenty-five
  26. Chapter twenty-six
  27. Chapter twenty-seven
  28. Chapter twenty-eight
  29. Chapter twenty-nine
  30. Chapter thirty
  31. Chapter thirty-one
  32. Chapter thirty-two
  33. Chapter thirty-three
  34. Chapter thirty-four
  35. Chapter thirty-five
  36. Chapter thirty-six
  37. Chapter thirty-seven
  38. Chapter thirty-eight
  39. Chapter thirty-nine
  40. Chapter forty
  41. Chapter forty-one
  42. Chapter forty-two
  43. Chapter forty-three
  44. Chapter forty-four
  45. Chapter forty-five
  46. Chapter forty-six
  47. Chapter forty-seven
  48. Chapter forty-eight
  49. Chapter forty-nine
  50. Chapter fifty
  51. Chapter fifty-one
  52. Chapter fifty-two
  53. Chapter fifty-three
  54. Chapter fifty-four
  55. Chapter fifty-five
  56. Chapter fifty-six
  57. Chapter fifty-seven
  58. Chapter fifty-eight
  59. Chapter fifty-nine
  60. Chapter sixty
  61. Chapter sixty-one
  62. Chapter sixty-two
  63. Chapter sixty-three
  64. Chapter sixty-four
  65. Chapter sixty-five
  66. Chapter sixty-six
  67. Chapter sixty-seven
  68. Chapter sixty-eight
  69. Chapter sixty-nine
  70. Chapter seventy
  71. Chapter seventy-one
  72. Chapter seventy-two
  73. Chapter seventy-three
  74. Chapter seventy-four
  75. Chapter seventy-five
  76. Chapter seventy-six
  77. Chapter seventy-seven
  78. Chapter seventy-eight
  79. Chapter seventy-nine
  80. Chapter eighty
  81. Chapter eighty-one
  82. Chapter eighty-two
  83. Chapter eighty-three
  84. Chapter eighty-four

‘Marvellous.’ I could lie down here and quite gladly never move again. Dean is framed by the mountains, there’s a healthy flush to his cheeks and his eyes sparkle in the perfect light. ‘Wait,’ I say. ‘Don’t move a muscle.’ Ferreting round in my rucksack, I dig out my camera and take a snap of Dean looking suitably gorgeous. This will make my sister weep with envy. ‘I’ll email you a copy.’

‘Let me take one of you,’ he says and while I strike a pose, he snaps away. ‘Mail me that too,’ he says and we both blush a bit.

And just when it might be getting cosy between us, the sight of a camera means we’re immediately surrounded by village children who are keen to have their photo taken and practise their English. It’s so nice that they have no fear of outsiders here and their open trust is bewitching. They chatter away as I take their photos and then they all stand obediently in line while they view themselves on the screen of my digital camera. One young girl with a dirty face, no shoes and a Marks & Spencer glittery party dress tugs at my heart-strings. I smooth her hair and she covers her mouth, giggling at her image on the screen, and I wonder if these pangs of longing will ever go away.

Chapter thirty-seven

Chapter thirty-seven

The office was quiet, almost peaceful, before the usual hubbub started. Jake leaned back in his chair and stared at the air-conditioning vents in the ceiling. Still he couldn’t make the scrambled bits of his brain come back together and form a cohesive shape.

The swing door crashed open and Pip, cradling his motorbike helmet and a battered briefcase, came in.

‘Couldn’t sleep?’ Pip wandered over and perched on Jake’s desk. He peeled off his leather jacket to reveal a shirt blooming with floribunda roses. It was an assault on Jake’s already delicate senses.

‘No,’ Jake admitted miserably. ‘Neve got up at some ungodly hour to go to Milan. I thought it might give me an opportunity to get back in Alec’s good books if he saw me here at the crack of dawn.’

Pip said nothing.

‘Did you know she’d been put on the Blow account?’

Pip nodded. A few more of the conscientious staff drifted in via the coffee machine.

‘Thanks for telling me.’

‘I thought it was better if it came from Neve,’ Pip said.

‘Well, I’m not sure she was in a tearing hurry to tell me either.’

‘No one wants to be the harbinger of doom, mate,’ his friend said. ‘She knew you wouldn’t be happy. I knew you wouldn’t be happy.’