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Chapters (84)
  1. Chapter one
  2. Chapter two
  3. Chapter three
  4. Chapter four
  5. Chapter five
  6. Chapter six
  7. Chapter seven
  8. Chapter eight
  9. Chapter nine
  10. Chapter ten
  11. Chapter eleven
  12. Chapter twelve
  13. Chapter thirteen
  14. Chapter fourteen
  15. Chapter fifteen
  16. Chapter sixteen
  17. Chapter seventeen
  18. Chapter eighteen
  19. Chapter nineteen
  20. Chapter twenty
  21. Chapter twenty-one
  22. Chapter twenty-two
  23. Chapter twenty-three
  24. Chapter twenty-four
  25. Chapter twenty-five
  26. Chapter twenty-six
  27. Chapter twenty-seven
  28. Chapter twenty-eight
  29. Chapter twenty-nine
  30. Chapter thirty
  31. Chapter thirty-one
  32. Chapter thirty-two
  33. Chapter thirty-three
  34. Chapter thirty-four
  35. Chapter thirty-five
  36. Chapter thirty-six
  37. Chapter thirty-seven
  38. Chapter thirty-eight
  39. Chapter thirty-nine
  40. Chapter forty
  41. Chapter forty-one
  42. Chapter forty-two
  43. Chapter forty-three
  44. Chapter forty-four
  45. Chapter forty-five
  46. Chapter forty-six
  47. Chapter forty-seven
  48. Chapter forty-eight
  49. Chapter forty-nine
  50. Chapter fifty
  51. Chapter fifty-one
  52. Chapter fifty-two
  53. Chapter fifty-three
  54. Chapter fifty-four
  55. Chapter fifty-five
  56. Chapter fifty-six
  57. Chapter fifty-seven
  58. Chapter fifty-eight
  59. Chapter fifty-nine
  60. Chapter sixty
  61. Chapter sixty-one
  62. Chapter sixty-two
  63. Chapter sixty-three
  64. Chapter sixty-four
  65. Chapter sixty-five
  66. Chapter sixty-six
  67. Chapter sixty-seven
  68. Chapter sixty-eight
  69. Chapter sixty-nine
  70. Chapter seventy
  71. Chapter seventy-one
  72. Chapter seventy-two
  73. Chapter seventy-three
  74. Chapter seventy-four
  75. Chapter seventy-five
  76. Chapter seventy-six
  77. Chapter seventy-seven
  78. Chapter seventy-eight
  79. Chapter seventy-nine
  80. Chapter eighty
  81. Chapter eighty-one
  82. Chapter eighty-two
  83. Chapter eighty-three
  84. Chapter eighty-four

Dean and I head for the ridge and, with me puffing like some knackered old steam engine, we scramble steadily to the top of a knife-like ridge that splits two valleys. I’m all in favour of pre-breakfast climbing being banned until we reach the top, when the view literally takes my breath away. The sky is banded with red and blue streaks and the sun is just peeping over the horizon, tinting the snow on the Annapurnas the colour of lemon cake frosting. Thick white mist swirls in the valley like big downy, puffball clouds. Eagles wheel above them and there’s not a sound, save an intermittent burst of birdsong. It’s so fabulous that I could cry.

Dean puts his arms round me. ‘Worth the climb, hey?’

‘Yes,’ I sniff emotionally. ‘Well worth it.’

He finds us a suitably comfy rock to sit on and we cuddle together, fending off the cold nip in the air. The sun eases itself higher, slowly, slowly, and the mountains are banded with confetti-pink flashes like a slideshow. There’s a crack of sound like a gunshot.

‘Avalanche,’ Dean says and points to Lamjung where a slab of snow the size of a football pitch loosens itself and slides majestically down the mountain, flowing like water and puffing billows of snowflakes in the air. The golden rays of the sun fan out to highlight peaks and crevasses.

‘I never want to go home,’ I breathe.

‘Lyssa—’ Dean takes my face in his hands and looks at me squarely ‘—I never want you to either.’

Chapter forty-nine

Chapter forty-nine

‘Oh my word.’ Lee looked up and nearly dropped his hammer.

‘What?’ Edie said, feeling herself flush as she came down the stairs. She felt as if she was making a grand entrance in the Ziegfeld Follies.

Archie was busy thrashing hell out of his xylophone and didn’t miss a beat with his little plastic hammer. Lyssa had bought the brightly coloured instrument for him on his last birthday. Only someone without children would think of buying such a nerve-shreddingly noisy toy. Its tinny sound echoed round Edie’s brain and bounced off the fillings in her teeth.

Lee finished bashing the nail into the wall before he turned again. ‘Where did you say you were going?’

‘To lunch,’ Edie said. ‘I’m going out to lunch.’

‘With your mother?’

‘Don’t you listen to anything, Lee?’

‘No,’ Lee said. ‘Tell me again. And speak to me like I’m a five year old. You know that gets me going.’

Edie tutted her annoyance. ‘I’m having lunch with Jake’s friend.’

‘Paul?’

‘Pip. He wanted to talk about Jake and Lyssa. See if I can help with the situation.’

‘I thought they’d split up and that Jake was shacked up with some other bird?’

‘That’s a very succinct assessment,’ she said, bristling.

‘Sounds pretty irreconcilable.’