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Chapters (84)
  1. Chapter one
  2. Chapter two
  3. Chapter three
  4. Chapter four
  5. Chapter five
  6. Chapter six
  7. Chapter seven
  8. Chapter eight
  9. Chapter nine
  10. Chapter ten
  11. Chapter eleven
  12. Chapter twelve
  13. Chapter thirteen
  14. Chapter fourteen
  15. Chapter fifteen
  16. Chapter sixteen
  17. Chapter seventeen
  18. Chapter eighteen
  19. Chapter nineteen
  20. Chapter twenty
  21. Chapter twenty-one
  22. Chapter twenty-two
  23. Chapter twenty-three
  24. Chapter twenty-four
  25. Chapter twenty-five
  26. Chapter twenty-six
  27. Chapter twenty-seven
  28. Chapter twenty-eight
  29. Chapter twenty-nine
  30. Chapter thirty
  31. Chapter thirty-one
  32. Chapter thirty-two
  33. Chapter thirty-three
  34. Chapter thirty-four
  35. Chapter thirty-five
  36. Chapter thirty-six
  37. Chapter thirty-seven
  38. Chapter thirty-eight
  39. Chapter thirty-nine
  40. Chapter forty
  41. Chapter forty-one
  42. Chapter forty-two
  43. Chapter forty-three
  44. Chapter forty-four
  45. Chapter forty-five
  46. Chapter forty-six
  47. Chapter forty-seven
  48. Chapter forty-eight
  49. Chapter forty-nine
  50. Chapter fifty
  51. Chapter fifty-one
  52. Chapter fifty-two
  53. Chapter fifty-three
  54. Chapter fifty-four
  55. Chapter fifty-five
  56. Chapter fifty-six
  57. Chapter fifty-seven
  58. Chapter fifty-eight
  59. Chapter fifty-nine
  60. Chapter sixty
  61. Chapter sixty-one
  62. Chapter sixty-two
  63. Chapter sixty-three
  64. Chapter sixty-four
  65. Chapter sixty-five
  66. Chapter sixty-six
  67. Chapter sixty-seven
  68. Chapter sixty-eight
  69. Chapter sixty-nine
  70. Chapter seventy
  71. Chapter seventy-one
  72. Chapter seventy-two
  73. Chapter seventy-three
  74. Chapter seventy-four
  75. Chapter seventy-five
  76. Chapter seventy-six
  77. Chapter seventy-seven
  78. Chapter seventy-eight
  79. Chapter seventy-nine
  80. Chapter eighty
  81. Chapter eighty-one
  82. Chapter eighty-two
  83. Chapter eighty-three
  84. Chapter eighty-four

Dean peers at his watch. ‘School starts at ten o’clock,’ he says. ‘It gives the kids time to work in the fields with their parents. Most of them will have been out there since before dawn.’

I can just imagine Edie’s brood dragging themselves out of their pits at dawn to do a few hours’ hard graft before going to the local comprehensive—I don’t think Kelly, like most teenagers, ever surfaces before noon. And it makes me think how easy our kids have it.

‘Can we visit the school?’

‘Sure, if you’d like to,’ Dean says.

‘I would.’ I want to know everything I can about these lovely, hospitable, gentle people. ‘We should think about getting up.’

‘I guess we should.’ Dean throws his arm across me, pinning me to the bed and covering my lips with insistent kisses. ‘But not just yet.’

Chapter fifty-six

Chapter fifty-six

Edie couldn’t move. None of the normal reflexes she used for creating movement were working. Oh my word. Somewhere, somehow, between leaving the nightclub and waking up, she’d become paralysed. Everywhere. There was no feeling in her arms and legs, although there seemed to be far too much in her brain.

She turned her head. Her husband was lying next to her in the bed, prone and unmoving. He was still wearing his shirt and a faintly dazed expression. His eyes were open, but she wasn’t sure if he was awake.

‘I’m paralysed,’ she muttered through lips that had also become thickened and numb.

‘Paralytic more like,’ Lee mumbled.

Edie groaned. She would kill Pip. When he had told her to go out and get drunk, he’d forgotten to tell her how bad hangovers felt the next day.

‘My feet hurt,’ her husband complained. They had danced, if not quite until dawn, then certainly until about three o’clock.

‘My everything hurts,’ Edie complained back.

Lee stuck his feet out of the bed. He was still wearing his shoes.

There was a gentle knock on the door, followed by it cannoning open and crashing against the wardrobe. Archie toddled in, chewing on his dummy and naked except for an artistic smear of Marmite. Daisy followed, gingerly, carrying a tray as if it were a case of dynamite. She took step after careful step until she reached the bed.

Edie struggled upright, and Lee, wearing his shirt and shoes, did the same.

‘I brought you breakfatht in bed,’ Daisy said, the words failing to break her utter concentration.

Edie formed her lips into speech shapes. ‘Thank you, darling.’

Daisy placed the tray on the bed in front of them as if she were dismantling an unexploded bomb. Edie’s red eyes took in the breakfast set before them. Lee, scratching his head, stopped in mid-itch. Edie tried to pin a smile on her face.