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Chapters (84)
  1. Chapter one
  2. Chapter two
  3. Chapter three
  4. Chapter four
  5. Chapter five
  6. Chapter six
  7. Chapter seven
  8. Chapter eight
  9. Chapter nine
  10. Chapter ten
  11. Chapter eleven
  12. Chapter twelve
  13. Chapter thirteen
  14. Chapter fourteen
  15. Chapter fifteen
  16. Chapter sixteen
  17. Chapter seventeen
  18. Chapter eighteen
  19. Chapter nineteen
  20. Chapter twenty
  21. Chapter twenty-one
  22. Chapter twenty-two
  23. Chapter twenty-three
  24. Chapter twenty-four
  25. Chapter twenty-five
  26. Chapter twenty-six
  27. Chapter twenty-seven
  28. Chapter twenty-eight
  29. Chapter twenty-nine
  30. Chapter thirty
  31. Chapter thirty-one
  32. Chapter thirty-two
  33. Chapter thirty-three
  34. Chapter thirty-four
  35. Chapter thirty-five
  36. Chapter thirty-six
  37. Chapter thirty-seven
  38. Chapter thirty-eight
  39. Chapter thirty-nine
  40. Chapter forty
  41. Chapter forty-one
  42. Chapter forty-two
  43. Chapter forty-three
  44. Chapter forty-four
  45. Chapter forty-five
  46. Chapter forty-six
  47. Chapter forty-seven
  48. Chapter forty-eight
  49. Chapter forty-nine
  50. Chapter fifty
  51. Chapter fifty-one
  52. Chapter fifty-two
  53. Chapter fifty-three
  54. Chapter fifty-four
  55. Chapter fifty-five
  56. Chapter fifty-six
  57. Chapter fifty-seven
  58. Chapter fifty-eight
  59. Chapter fifty-nine
  60. Chapter sixty
  61. Chapter sixty-one
  62. Chapter sixty-two
  63. Chapter sixty-three
  64. Chapter sixty-four
  65. Chapter sixty-five
  66. Chapter sixty-six
  67. Chapter sixty-seven
  68. Chapter sixty-eight
  69. Chapter sixty-nine
  70. Chapter seventy
  71. Chapter seventy-one
  72. Chapter seventy-two
  73. Chapter seventy-three
  74. Chapter seventy-four
  75. Chapter seventy-five
  76. Chapter seventy-six
  77. Chapter seventy-seven
  78. Chapter seventy-eight
  79. Chapter seventy-nine
  80. Chapter eighty
  81. Chapter eighty-one
  82. Chapter eighty-two
  83. Chapter eighty-three
  84. Chapter eighty-four

I can hear the haw-haw call of the threshers working the oxen in the fields as the last of the golden harvest is being gathered. A group of villagers is helping to pile the threshed millet into slender towering stacks and on top of one of the mounds is an unmistakable figure. He stands out a mile amid the small, dark Nepali men. His tee-shirt is stained with sweat, face frowning with concentration as he works hard hauling the bales of straw to the top of the haystack.

The children, still shouting and laughing, pull me faster and faster until we’re running down the hill, full tilt towards the field. My heart is racing faster than I am. The men stop and look up at the noise. Dean puts down his bale of straw and straightens up, shading his eyes against the piercing sun.

‘Gora! Gora!’ the children cry again.

And suddenly there’s a look of recognition on Dean’s face and he’s scrambling down the haystack as fast as his legs can take him. ‘Lyssa!’

He runs across the field, clearing the low wall surrounding it in one mighty bound.

‘Dean!’ A big, unwieldy lump of emotion blocks my throat.

My lover doesn’t slow down at all as he catches me and sweeps me into his arms, twirling me round and round until the sky and the fields blur into one and I’m deliriously dizzy. Gently, he puts me down and takes my face in his hands.

‘Do you know how much I’ve missed you?’ he says.

‘I missed you too.’

We attract quite a crowd as the villagers, all thoughts of work forgotten, are flocking from the surrounding fields to form an inquisitive circle around us, familiar smiling faces whom I recognise from the festival.

‘I knew you’d come back,’ he says.

‘I’m here to stay.’ I can hardly speak. ‘If you want me to.’

‘If you stay, you’ll have to marry me,’ he warns seriously. ‘It’s the correct protocol.’

I grin at him. ‘I think I can live with that.’

‘So you’ll marry me?’

Tears flow down my cheeks. ‘Yes.’

Dean shouts out with joy. ‘I have dreamed of you saying that!’

He kisses me full on the lips and, at this moment, I don’t care whether it’s the correct protocol to show such overt affection in public or not because I’m drowning in the sheer bliss of it. And I don’t think the villagers care either as a cheer goes up and familiar strains of Nepali songs start up as they dance round us and shower us with marigold petals.

Dean slides his arm round my waist. ‘It looks as if we may be having an impromptu festival, the future Mrs Macaulay.’