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Chapters (84)
  1. Chapter one
  2. Chapter two
  3. Chapter three
  4. Chapter four
  5. Chapter five
  6. Chapter six
  7. Chapter seven
  8. Chapter eight
  9. Chapter nine
  10. Chapter ten
  11. Chapter eleven
  12. Chapter twelve
  13. Chapter thirteen
  14. Chapter fourteen
  15. Chapter fifteen
  16. Chapter sixteen
  17. Chapter seventeen
  18. Chapter eighteen
  19. Chapter nineteen
  20. Chapter twenty
  21. Chapter twenty-one
  22. Chapter twenty-two
  23. Chapter twenty-three
  24. Chapter twenty-four
  25. Chapter twenty-five
  26. Chapter twenty-six
  27. Chapter twenty-seven
  28. Chapter twenty-eight
  29. Chapter twenty-nine
  30. Chapter thirty
  31. Chapter thirty-one
  32. Chapter thirty-two
  33. Chapter thirty-three
  34. Chapter thirty-four
  35. Chapter thirty-five
  36. Chapter thirty-six
  37. Chapter thirty-seven
  38. Chapter thirty-eight
  39. Chapter thirty-nine
  40. Chapter forty
  41. Chapter forty-one
  42. Chapter forty-two
  43. Chapter forty-three
  44. Chapter forty-four
  45. Chapter forty-five
  46. Chapter forty-six
  47. Chapter forty-seven
  48. Chapter forty-eight
  49. Chapter forty-nine
  50. Chapter fifty
  51. Chapter fifty-one
  52. Chapter fifty-two
  53. Chapter fifty-three
  54. Chapter fifty-four
  55. Chapter fifty-five
  56. Chapter fifty-six
  57. Chapter fifty-seven
  58. Chapter fifty-eight
  59. Chapter fifty-nine
  60. Chapter sixty
  61. Chapter sixty-one
  62. Chapter sixty-two
  63. Chapter sixty-three
  64. Chapter sixty-four
  65. Chapter sixty-five
  66. Chapter sixty-six
  67. Chapter sixty-seven
  68. Chapter sixty-eight
  69. Chapter sixty-nine
  70. Chapter seventy
  71. Chapter seventy-one
  72. Chapter seventy-two
  73. Chapter seventy-three
  74. Chapter seventy-four
  75. Chapter seventy-five
  76. Chapter seventy-six
  77. Chapter seventy-seven
  78. Chapter seventy-eight
  79. Chapter seventy-nine
  80. Chapter eighty
  81. Chapter eighty-one
  82. Chapter eighty-two
  83. Chapter eighty-three
  84. Chapter eighty-four

Dean smiles. ‘She was my sweetheart right through college. We were at UCLA together.’ That’s about the only American university I’ve heard of—that and Princeton and of course Harvard. ‘She was majoring in media and film. I was studying social anthropology.’

We both laugh.

‘Yeah,’ he continues. ‘Maybe I should have spotted the differences then.’ His eyes glitter in the flickering flames. ‘I’m the only guy from California I know who never wanted anything to do with the film industry.’

‘So Betty Jane’s married to a movie star?’

‘No, she dumped me for my best friend, who’s now a Realtor.’ Dean shrugs as if to say it takes all sorts. ‘I was offered a chance to come out here with the volunteer programme and jumped at it. I had no commitments, there was no need to even think twice. My first year was spent compiling research of the different kinds of herbs that the villagers use for medicine. I fell in love with the place.’

I wonder who else he fell in love with.

‘I bumped into Betty Jane once on a visit home. She said she wished she’d never let me go. She said my former buddy had got fat and lazy. All he ever wanted to talk about was selling beachfront homes.’ He draws on his beer again. ‘She said we could have been married with two kids and living in the Valley. Woo!’ Dean laughs. ‘I think she did me the best favour of my life.’

He looks up at the stars in open admiration. I smile at him. His nose is pudgy, and if he were still living in California I bet he’d have had it changed by now. ‘So you see, every cloud does have a silver lining.’

‘Don’t you miss your folks?’

Dean shakes his head. ‘We’re not that close. It’s one of the things I regret. Now that I’m out here, I realise how important a sense of community is. There’s no feeling like that in L.A. Your neighbours are more likely to shoot you than help you out.’ He glances over at me and gives me a broad grin. ‘Or maybe that’s just where I come from.’

Sanjeev Sherpa comes over and gives Dean another bottle of beer. He places his hand on his shoulder. ‘Brother,’ is all that he says. Dean goes through the ritual of opening it and pouring it into our cups again. My eyes are getting rolly from the warmth of the fire and cumulative effects of the fresh air and bottled beverages.