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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

‘Have you told James?’ I ask her.

‘That I’m leaving? I suppose it’s obvious.’ Her voice tight, she glances around the shop. ‘It’s complicated, Elise. I haven’t told him in as many words.’

‘I wanted to ask you something.’ I hesitate. ‘Do you know if James and Andrew have fallen out?’

At the mention of Andrew’s name, she looks startled. ‘I wasn’t aware that they were ever friends.’ An odd look crosses her face. ‘Why do you ask?’

‘I’ve never thought of them as friends. But they’ve always seemed to get on reasonably well socially.’ I feel myself frown. ‘It was just that, at Hollie’s funeral, I caught James looking at Andrew and … let’s just say it wasn’t friendly. In fact, I’d describe it as hatred.’

‘That’s a bit strong.’ Stephanie seems to stiffen. ‘I’ve certainly no idea why.’ She’s silent; then she adds, ‘I don’t know what you want me to say.’

‘Nothing. I thought I’d ask you, that’s all.’ Slightly puzzled by her response, I change the subject. ‘What did the police say when you spoke to them?’

Folding her arms, she looks awkward. ‘I haven’t.’

I’m shocked. ‘Stephanie, you have to. It’s bad enough that they don’t already know. You need to call them.’

She at least has the grace to look ashamed. ‘I know.’ Her voice hardens. ‘Surely you can understand it’s the last thing I feel like doing. After Hollie …’ Her voice wavers. ‘I can’t face having to answer more questions from the police. And I’ll have to tell them where I’m going.’

‘You don’t have to tell them you’re going anywhere. But they do need to know what James is involved in. If I were you, I’d have everything packed and ready to go, so that once I’d talked to them, I could drive away and never come back. Call them. Tell them what you need to about his “investment”, then just get away from here.’

‘You think?’

I shrug. It depends what her conscience will let her live with. ‘It’s his problem, Stephanie, not yours. You have to do the right thing, but after that …’

A look of anguish crosses her face. ‘I’ve done what I can for James, but he’s a fool. I would never have imagined he’d be so stupid. What kind of a man risks everything the way he has?’ Her voice is shaking, but her eyes are blazing as she looks at me. ‘I keep asking myself – why? Why me? Why us? So much has gone wrong all at once. And if I talk to the police …’

In spite of everything, I feel sympathy for her. My circumstances are different, but I’ve thought the same lately – about Andrew’s infidelity, his abusive ways, Niamh’s silence … It’s so much – sometimes too much.