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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

Della stares at him. ‘Julian does. Actually, you may have met him, Elise. A year ago – at our summer party. Why?’

As she says this, pieces start falling into place. I remember drinking too much wine to numb the stultifying boredom of another village social gathering, drifting away from everyone else to pour another glass.

I shrug. ‘I don’t remember seeing him around before, that’s all. What does he do?’ My voice is purposefully casual.

Della frowns. ‘He works for some software company. Don’t ask me for details – you know what I’m like with anything technical. But he’s done well out of it. It’s made him quite a wealthy man.’

I’m silent as I study him, wondering if it’s him who’s blackmailing James. But if that were the case, surely Mason wouldn’t show his face here?

I feel myself shiver as Stephanie’s voice comes from behind me. ‘Are you joining us at the pub, Elise?’

Turning, I realise what today is taking from her; that however united she and James may appear, the truth of what she’s going through is in the desperation flickering in her eyes. ‘I’m sorry,’ I hedge, floundering around for a believable excuse. ‘I won’t be able to. To be honest, I don’t want to leave Niamh alone.’

‘Niamh is welcome, too.’ It’s a mixed message. She wants me close – but not too close. I know too much.

‘Thank you. But I think I’ll take her home. It’s a difficult day for her, as it is for everyone – especially you and James …’

Stephanie’s eyes fill with tears. ‘Thank you for coming.’

‘Your flowers were beautiful,’ I say quietly. ‘I’ll come over to the salon in the next few days, if you’ll be there?’

As she starts, I realise she’s worried I’m giving away what she told me in confidence. ‘I’ll be there. I’m hardly going to be anywhere else.’ Her voice is overly bright.

I know the lie is for Della’s benefit, as well as for anyone else who might be eavesdropping, and as her eyes catch mine, I again see the depth of her desperation.

‘I should go and find James,’ she mutters, already turning to walk away.

There’s a strange atmosphere as Della and I stand there, but I’m not prepared for what happens next. Over everyone’s heads, I glimpse Andrew in what appears to be an amicable enough conversation with Phil Mason across the churchyard. I then notice James watching them. Shaking hands with Mason, Andrew turns and walks away just as Stephanie reaches James’s side. He takes her hand as he glares at Andrew, the look in his eyes one of pure hatred.