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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

We follow Niamh through the village, past the turning into Greyfriars Lane. Reaching the woods, she stops.

‘I think it was this path.’ She sounds far from certain.

DS May nods. ‘Shall we carry on?’

The ground is damp underfoot as we take a narrow path through the trees, their canopy of branches blocking out the light. When we come to where the path intersects with others, Niamh stops again, a frown crossing her face. ‘I can’t remember which way she went.’

DS May looks at me. ‘Do you know these woods?’

I shake my head. ‘I don’t.’ These paths are too narrow and dark. When I run, I like to have space around me.

She gets out her phone. ‘I’ll save the location. We’ll come back in daylight and check this out.’

*

After the police have gone, I turn to Niamh. ‘I can’t believe you and Hollie went onto other people’s properties. How many other times have there been?’

She shakes her head. ‘None. And like I said, we didn’t do any harm. It’s not like there’s anything else to do around here.’

‘Niamh, that doesn’t mean it’s OK to trespass on private land—’

But our conversation ends prematurely. As I’m speaking, Andrew’s car swings into the drive and Niamh gets up and runs upstairs.

*

Thursday arrives, the day of Hollie’s funeral, and for a short while the rain lets up, leaving a watery sky broken by rays of weak sunlight. The path to the churchyard is sodden underfoot as we join the small crowd assembled outside the church, all of us pausing our lives to spend this hour to remember Hollie, while the thought occurs to me. Hollie’s killer could be among us and no-one would know.

We wait while Hollie’s coffin is carried into the church, and as it passes, I notice the posy on top, made up of the spring flowers in delicate shades I saw at Stephanie’s salon last Friday, that seem somehow befitting of Hollie’s ethereal beauty and free spirit.

Inside, my eyes wander towards the front of the congregation, where I catch a glimpse of the back of Stephanie’s head as she stands next to James. I think of her determination not to let anything get in the way of today happening the way she wanted it to. Each step of the way, she’s held her husband’s hand, her show of solidarity with James unfaltering, as though united in their grief. No-one would guess what’s really going on between them.